30 December 2004
i hate...........truly hates....
i hate nagging..the act of nagging...people who nags...nag nag nag and nags.... its an ultimate torment i could ever take.... never ever nag at me... never!
30 November 2004
TiRed,AnnOyEd & PisseD..!!
The weather is fine..thank god 4 that...it could have been worse! But to exaggerate things.. i had a bad day..well,not the whole day but one simple-dilly-daly email clouded my bright-blue sky... i had a non stop full class today from 10.30am-4pm (for every sunday & tuesday)..still i'm okay with it since most of my faved coursemates are in them with me...the lecturers seems fine..bright chance to score better this term..i hope! (btw..this would be my final term...yeeehaha!!) i was anticipating a reply from my lover-boy,so i rushed to the lab and checked my mails...there! was a few sentences...as if he replied for the sake of replying... and only 'a' comment on my very-long-heart out mail...just like that...and he even mentioned that he's too lazy to explain his reasoning on a matter i asked about in the 1st place... wtf is this? do you guys think that we girls,email our heartout,drags..long,about this and that with a purpose of entertaining u guys? huh? what am i? a clown? oh,maybe ur busy with ur workloads since ur working..so i have to understand the situation..so that's it? i'm so sick of being an understanding partner to a guy who is so self-centered,selfish n all those similar stuff...!! Ugghh!! okay..before i start swearing or go ballistic or heasteric,i'm outta here..!
15 November 2004
Break-Broke-Broken...
Broken
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away
8 November 2004
How To Make A Woman Happy...!!!
A Happy Devil!
Well..any woman would be happy for the efforts put by their bfs juz to make 'em happy..but to make a short story long...here's a list 4 those who are too dumb to notice...Ha-Ha!
(I would do with juz 1,2,3,6,8,9,10,11,14-haha,16,17,19-oh yeah,20,21,24,25,26-hell yeah,29,30-43 and..53!)
How to make a woman happy; a man only needs to be :
1. a friend
2. a companion
3. a lover
4. a brother
5. a father
6. a master
7. a chef
8. an electrician
9. a carpenter
10. a plumber
11. a mechanic
12. a decorator
13. a stylist
14. a gynaecologist
16. a psychologist
17. a pest exterminator
18. a psychiatrist
19. a healer
20. a good listener
21. an organiser
22. a good father
23. very clean
24. sympathetic
25. athletic
26. warm
27. attentive
28. gallant
29. intelligent
30. funny
31. creative
32. tender
33. strong
34. understanding
35. tolerant
36. prudent
37. ambitious
38. capable
39. courageous
40. determined
41. true
42. dependable
43. passionate
WITHOUT FORGETTING TO:
44. give her compliments regularly
45. love shopping
46. be honest
47. be very rich
48. not stress her out
49. not look at other girls
AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO:
50. give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself
51. give her lots of time, especially time for herself
52. give her lots of space, never worrying about where she goes
IT IS VERY IMPORTANT:
53. Never to forget:
* birthdays* anniversaries* arrangements she makes
HOW TO MAKE A MAN HAPPY :
1 . Leave him in peace!!! (which is soo true!!)
Inspired...
Such a great song by a great band-Switchfoot. Refreshing and soothing at the same time.. Still, I'm giving up on posting on the 'Bungee' stuff untill Kammy fill me bout the photo album thingy...Tra~la!
I Dare You To Move
Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everyone's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next?
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before
Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be
Maybe redemption has stories to tell
maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here
I Dare You To Move
Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everyone's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next?
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before
Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be
Maybe redemption has stories to tell
maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here
7 November 2004
me vs my lil' bro
it's between hatred, love and being fair whenever i was mad at any of my siblings. i just can't take it when my lil' brother who is 9 at the moment being crude,rude and so ungrateful sometimes.. being ungrateful is similar to betraying me,actually. and i could never-ever tolerate to betrayals. never. i chose respect over fear in my family. i don't mind overboard jokes or the younger ones call me by my name (no 'kak'/'sist')..as long as they know who i am to them,that is more than enough. well,i've been crude to my sist ofilia before but it's different. she's berely one year older,and we are so close to each other since..i don't even know when. well..as for my lil'bro..i guess it's my fault too..but whenever i'm trying to teach him a lesson by ignoring him for days,mum and papa would intefere (as always..) telling me that by ignoring him would only making it worse (maybe because there would be no one to iron his school uniform and wash his shoes..haha) so..there goes my wall...pity took over and i continue being ok with everything.. but until when? adoi....
6 November 2004
5 guys and a gurl...
[L-R] front: esen,azea,pi'e back: kurr,pyan,awi
We were on our back to malaysia..after almost 2 weeks in Sumatera,Indonesia. Completed our mission (hike Mount Kerinci & Singgalang). But we spent most of our time travelling by bus n this jeep (kijang). Bullied n cramped by these guys to oblivion... (cramped my ass too.)
We were on our back to malaysia..after almost 2 weeks in Sumatera,Indonesia. Completed our mission (hike Mount Kerinci & Singgalang). But we spent most of our time travelling by bus n this jeep (kijang). Bullied n cramped by these guys to oblivion... (cramped my ass too.)
2 November 2004
d' crooked life line...
nanti la.... malas nak pikir what to post 4 now.. got to go and get ready..mum wanted me to accompany her to town for a haircut....bye,for now.
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