A CLOT IN MY BRAIN....!!

kaki oh kaki..

2012-02-03T16:58:00.000+08:00

bila lu mau kurus balik? *meraung*

The Alee-gator

2011-05-05T18:50:00.008+08:00

If I had a baby, including the 9months pregnancy period, he/she would be 1month old by now...
That is how long I have stopped blogging.

So, true enough, my little darling IS now 1 month old. he he he

Alee Bin Mohd Farhan
now that I have you, I don't know what I would do without..

I am now in the midst of my confinement, can't wait for the final day in a 13more days to gooooo!!
I miss all d food i've been stuffing my face with when I was heavily pregnant with ridiculous cravings! Here's proof to show how I have bloated up.. (at the beach in PD and in my new cycling jersey I can't wait to wear and cycle sooooon!)

So 44days of confinement is like a home arrest or quarantine which can cause a serious damage to your brain a.k.a brain dead if u do not have a cable tv or the internet to at least console your wanderlust heart. My mom said that during the 44days, even the baby has 44 type of behaviour. True enough, there are days I was also sleeping like a baby and days I was kept awake like the security guard at the banks. I was going nuts at one point, sleep deprived can make you really wanna go coocko. It's not like the baby was crying all the time, but he wants breastmilk 24/7. Therefore, I have transformed into a NZ farmcow,heavily producing milk like for the whole kampung. Sometimes it is depressing, but somehow all the hardship seems worth it when you look at the angelic toothless smile of the baby, or when they coo..but definetely not when they poo :p (man, this little boy's poo is like a mashed pumkin pie..and he is also producing it for the whole kampung! )

The pregnancy process was truly awesome and I would love to go trough it again and again (since I can eat like a hungry ghost and forget about the weight gain and the way people around you treat you extra nice! ) But the delivery process...hmm...I have doubts wether I would want to go trough it again.(the normal, no epidural or anesthetic whatsoever way) The contraction was 24hours long but the pushing last only 3minutes? Thank God for good friends--->
who kept me company with conversations, bad jokes and laughter (someone forgot the bloody poker cards) it doesn't seem so bad afterall (sugarcoated!) untill it was time to deliver! That is the most unbearable part. It felt like my spine was splitting into pieces and my whole body was shaking from trying to fight the pain. I am still traumatic right now, so no astro-BIO channel (i didnt know i was pregnant shows & etc) for me for at least a year or so :)

This is the baby who I took with me in my tummy to Bangkok at 3months old of pregnancy (where he 1st kicked! a sign to say 'u have done enough walking for the day,mummy') and to Medan at 6months old of pregnancy where I was lucky I didn't get diabetes from all the eating spree :)

So to prove that I am now suffering from brain damage and could not think of any interesting stuff to write, I'm just going to sum this up for now..hehe

I am glad & grateful to have this baby and a very supporting husband along the way. (you should see his face in the labour room,people..hihi) I hope this blessed life will continue until forever and a day..Amin.

Our family was complete before, and it is now a whole lot more better :)

The father's blog about the baby..

LIBUR = hOLIDAY (yeay!)

2011-01-14T02:14:00.002+08:00

we are off for a long deserved family holidaaayyyyy...todaaayyyy!!!

Satay Padang & Teh Botol, here I come!

Have you ever

2011-01-08T23:29:00.002+08:00

felt like you desperately need to talk to someone, to pour your heart out about something that has been piling up for so long but you don't know who you can trust? Who can be neutral on what you would be sharing about? Who would not judge you and still feel the same way about you even after knowing what you have spilled? It's not like I have committed a murder or something that serious, but I am no superwomen, and I have feelings, and currently to make it even worse, I am pregnant. So don't forget about this crazy, ridiculous, raging hormones fluctuating faster than any stocks in any share markets!

Sigh.. I am probably starting my nesting period. I cant stop doing the hse chores even when my back n legs are killing me. But somehow these chores calms me down, maybe they take my mind of things. well, at least for a while. In my case, that is good enough considering I have no one to talk to anyway, tried talking to the cat and after 3seconds I felt like a lunatic+nincompoop.

I should just hit the sack,eh. Save the heartache for myself any anyone else. Why not? Night night everyone..hugs!

It wasn't that bad at all :)

2010-08-03T13:03:00.007+08:00

The Mercury Monsta (022)- June, Me & Syaz

Nervous..

I survived! we survived!
We (Mercury Monsta) finished 33/45 with time 1hr 58mins
First place finished at 1hr 9mins.
49 mins difference for a non-pro like us dah cukup bagusssss :P

Congrats ladies and thanks to all who supported us!

m I'glad with the KKK group as well who finished at 29th place :)

Next... is the Langkawi International Mountain Bike Challenge 2010
it's a 2 days race (6hrs endurance and 1hr++ sprint)
Another suicide attempt..hi hi

Will this be another suicide attemp?

2010-07-30T21:07:00.006+08:00

Mountain Bike Speed Challenge 2010 by Putrajaya Challenge Park
It's tomorrow.
It will be my first race ever! (The one in Uni doesn't count eh)
It will be a relay race against time.
I would be in the only all-girls-team competing against the mixed and all-men-team
I will be the first rider, Syaz's second and June to wrap it up.
So for those all-men-team who finished later than us, you can go back and cry under your mum's armpits and put up your bike in the bbs for sale. hi hi
All the best dear ladies and the rest of the team out there. ..let's have fun!!

It has been a while..

2010-07-28T12:53:00.005+08:00

..since I last cook :)
and here is the evidence!

is this an alien invasion? guess again..

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It's my shallots in the fridge! :D

Thank god the fried kuey teow I made was eatable. he he

Semangat Kentang!!

2010-04-21T17:31:00.003+08:00

Date : 21 April 2010
Peeps : Farooq
Distance : 28+-km (Ampang - Melawati up to Daim's residence -Ampang)
Max speed : km/h (both didn't bring along the gadget)
Average speed : N/A (yet)
Cal burn : N/A (yet)

Yup! I went for a ride again this morning. I was all flat like a dead fish early in the morning until Farooq sms came in for a ride. Yeaaahhh!! Funny how a sport could make u all charged up and flat and charged up again within just 12 hours. In 20mins we meet up at Flamingo's and head on. it was my 1st ride ever on MRR2 and up to Melawati. and not to mention, Daim's 'little' place :) we went up until the gate to the dam and turn back to the along the Melawati area and then Farooq lead me back for a second loop. Oh ooooo! I screamed a bit out of ..I don't know, shock maybe and told him to go ahead and I'll just wait since I dare not to push myself too much for I do not want to be too tired for my appointment later, but then maybe out of empathy he decided to turn back as well :p (I hate it when people had to turn back for others but since he explained he need to finish early anyway, so I dare not to argue further.heh) It was all cycling for my watermelon juice then. Then we head home, hit the showers and head out for my 1pm appointment. I love the feeling after the fresh shower,after a good workout. My whole body and mood felt loose and light and my appointment turn out to be a successful one! To hell with the tan line and Oyeahh...I love my weekday & weekend warriors! (Yes, you know who you are!!)

An embarrassing suicide night ride

2010-04-21T16:41:00.004+08:00

Date : 20 April 2010
Peeps : Ismanor, Zool, Hassan, Syed & June (on her scoot)
Distance : 30+km
Max speed : 40++km/h
Average speed : N/A (yet)
Cal burn : N/A (yet)

I have not got the chance to cycle for the past one week since I was busy with case-closing and the wedding prepartion for my brother in law in Johor Bharu (last weekend and this weekend as well.yes,boo me.bluegh!) So as usual Is has this night ride on the DUKE highway which starts from Ampang (either Ampang point or the Ampang Putra) and heads to Hartamas or Solaris, so I call him up to join the ride since I didn't get to join Farooq for the morning ride, and Is told me to regroup at the usual place. Guess what, I ended up cycling up to Damansara Perdana in +-45mins with only 1 stop at the first toll for less than a minute. I cycled like a Speedy Gonzales trying my best to catch up with the guys. I will lose them at each time at we go ascending by then i will no longer be in the draft with the pack and left to draft on my own. super shoot! Luckily June was there scooting along with her scoot,syg June! :) I don't mind being left behind, but I do bloody mind when the pack had to slow down or stop and wait for me. Owh nooo...how embarrassing! At times like these I wish i'm not a girl at all! And so the first time in my cycling history (after the bad fall in Melaka Sahara Jamboree where i was sent back to base with a jeep) I called A'an to pick up my bike & me home. I have to admit, 1week of cycling holiday with tons of carbo loading can make u weak like a steamed kailan. Since there will be no cycling for me this weekend, I would have to work extra hard until the weekend comes. Ciayok!!

It Was 'Dam' Muddy but FUN!!

2010-04-10T15:09:00.005+08:00

Cruisin @ : Batu Dam, Gombak.
Date : 11 April 2010
Peeps : A'an, Fio, Pyan, Jack Sunshine & Pa'an
Distance : km -have yet to get a new cateye.
Max speed : km/h --have yet to get a new cateye.
Average speed : N/A (yet) -have yet to get a new cateye.
Cal burn : N/A (yet) -have yet to get a new cateye /polar? hehhe

It was drizzling since before dawn, while the rest of the weekend warriors canceled their cycling plans, A'an was determined to go for it not even a tornado can stop him. (He was too busy to ride lately and the next two weekends as well, so..it's either today or next month!) so it was muddy and Jack's v-breaks were screaming like a pair of angry Nazgul's! Mine didn't :) I had my new clips and pedals on, this would be my 2nd offroad experience with these babies.. The 1st one was at FRIM with Is and the Adam's family. I had 1 endo plop! and 1 silly fall. where i had to spent the next 2days resting my scars, aches & bruises off. this time it was getting better. I finally had the muscle memory (a teeny weeny one) and managed to only get 1 small silly fall. Yeahoo!! So how do you like my new tattoo? :)

drool drool

2010-03-06T00:36:00.003+08:00

i'm gonna check out guys in tight tights tomorrrrroooowwww....la la la la laaaa la...!
Genting LTDL, here i come!!!!

What turns you on..

2010-01-04T11:11:00.002+08:00

Lately nothing turns me on as much as the past few years (where I used to get turned on easily even over a popping popcorn in the microwave). Even after watching the movie Avatar, I am still in a dazed condition and asked myself, 'why don't i feel like clapping & jumping on the cinema seat after the good movie like I used to?' there are still 2 things that turns me on..

Michelle Rodriguez tough girl attitude & Sean Connery Scottish accent. (hehehe)

Oh well...I can't live on that all the time, can I? At this point of time, I need to figure out what is wrong with me. I can't seem to figure out what i really want, desire or burn for.. There's a mixed feelings between lost & confused. I wasted 50% of the long weekend recently doing..nothing. I have never done nothing in my whole life and it felt weird & bad at the same time. At this point of time, I feel like I'm in a dream where it is impossible for me to wake up. Oh,hell. This loud music is killing me. I'll be posting some pics soon..

So tell me, what turns you on?

Guilty as charged..

2009-09-02T23:29:00.003+08:00

..for starting & finishing a book at a weekend spent at my in-laws. Not my fault that the tv was hogged by my brother inlaws..with their supercups-saucers-pots & pans soccer game. There was nothing to do to show that i'm not a lazy bum. So i'm just glad i remembered to bring along an unread book to JB. Started on Saturday morning and finished it the next afternoon. (yeah, the soccer game went on & on non-stop)
but all in all, i'm glad i had the chance to read again. This time it's about a woman who was just a girl who in the end become a powerful back-curtain kinda ruler- towards the end of the dynasty Ch'ng's era..the empress who was the last emperor's mom. Give it a chance, you might like it, minus the midn suffocting never ending ceremonies. It adds to my relief that we are normal people and not any royalties tied to the royal rituals and all those jazz..it's a pity they do not have jeans & tshirts at that time. how sad. peace out!

my suicide note..

2009-08-16T00:56:00.004+08:00

Dear all...
it was hard for me to come to this decision. Although it was not entirely decided by myself, i would like to share the blame on some of these people...

A'an..(he's the one who excitedly prepare all the necessary tools & equipment to ensure the decision would wieght more for YES. Yes, I thought he loves loves me :( )
Kur..(for enticing me by buying most of my charity event raffle tickets)
Syaz..(for saying she needed me to do it so she would be more confident with another companion along the way to..yeah,hopefully heaven. so..yes, we will do it together dear..)
Dino..(for repeatedly reminding me that my so-called 'crush' who has the same gender will be doing it too..)

Although I have yet to get my diving license and swim with the manta rays/whale sharks or molar2 fish or sky dived (since i've only did bungee) or have 3 kids who i hope will inherith A'an's dark+healthy hair (or skin. or his forever boyish face.hahha), I believe i have lived my life to the fullest. I love my family & friends with all my heart and ensure they all know that. I have done all the things with my best efforts and there are no regrets. Therefore, yes... I am ready.
Ready for.....
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The PCC Nexus Presidential Ride 2009 - with no training or whatsoever for a whole 3months!! Let's see how far I can go (without any injuries..TOUCHWOOD!!)

Wish me luck people!!! GAMBATE to myself & the rest!!

Yours truly,
Azealea
(rider No. 305)
- how the hell did they spell it Azealfa? arghhh

Training for PCC 2009

2009-08-09T19:31:00.003+08:00

To be honest, I have done zilch of training. zilch=nada=zero. And PCC ride is just a few days away. Way to go Azea..u just signed up for another suicidal-race like u did for the 10km Siemens Run recently. Remember how hard you were cursing and swearing at yourself while running+panthing finishing up the 10kms for not being discipline on your marathon training? This year's PCC, there's gonna be few more thousands of extra buckets full of my cursing+swearing at myself for happy-merrily torture myself racing without any training. So, this is what I'm gonna do to ensure that I can at least tone down to only hundreds of buckets full of cursing during the race this sunday. Like what Papa thought me & A'an earlier today, it's called a 10days training. (altho we have less than 10 days left, what other choice do i have?huhu)

3days of stuffing up with carbos and extensive cycling (outdoor or the gym)
3days of protien and vege+fruits and followed by extensive cycling still.
4days of balanced diet (mixed of both sets) with moderate cycling.

Let's see wether I can atleast execute the training. It's for myself ,for gods sake! why i'm i such a lazy bum these days? sigh.
Wish me luck..for the training & the race. Cross fingers for no injuries, or at least, no facial ones . hehehe
toodle loo!

(p/s): a'an dear..please dont mock me on these..i know u cant help it and itching everywhere to do so.

The Skinny biatch got hitched.

2009-08-03T21:45:00.012+08:00

Yash complained about my blog has been stagnant at 'Hazel's wedding' post for ages.. So okay, let's talk about her for a change..i wont be typing much just maybe tell it with pictures! my hands are itching to upload the VIDEOs.....but damn they are all Xrated and i'll be dead within seconds if i do upload them up...(it was d videos we took on my hen party as well as on yash's henparty where it was all about girls acting silly with minimum clothes on! woohooo).

It seems with yash's love phases, there was a lot of ..ermm..(is tragedy a suitable word?)..stuff happened. We are just glad this one ended happily & merrily..Just so you know that I had a good time paying you back on your hen party,yash! muahahhahaha Congratulations,beautiful!!

So this is a pic a weekend before d wedding day...we totally 'hen' her bad huh,girls? heheh

And...here's the big day pics! Lovely isn't she? Congratulations you 2!! jgn gado2...aku sekeh nanti...huhu

Must have been a while... ;p

2009-08-02T01:22:00.017+08:00

Looks like I'll be back blogging again now since the condo has a wifi..yeeehah!
There's a lot to be updated since Hazel's wedding.

DM- the kitten we adopted who eat newspapers+tissues, ripped off socks like no one's biz.
Birthdays, weddings, engagements,hen-partys...(never ending!)
The outdoors-marathons, camping, wall climbing, the sweet mtb rides
work! going great so far!

I'll just update a few pics in here to brighten up things for a bit..

Till next time!

p/s: a shoutout for today's date--> Congratulations to me+A'an for our 1st year anniversary, yash+amad for being officially hitched! Happy bday to fendy!

Snow White is no longer available...

2009-03-24T16:37:00.005+08:00

I have always imagine Hazel being snow white for her red lips & super fair complexion. There were a few of jealous-sick witches & heartbroken prince perasan charming I can name during our MRSM BP days together... i just hope I wasn't seen as one of her 7 dwarfs.hoho

Congratulations to the real prince charming, Wan Afiq!! (and thank you for proving me wrong about my best friend Hazel is a lesbian and determined to remain single after finding out about me & A'an :p) and now, that leaves....Zack (who everynight insisted sleeping with me & sarah or she would whail trough the night). Ye zack, ko la penyebab aku di gelar seorang lesbo oleh budak2 BP. tapi xpe, aku still syg ko.huhu

Hazel's wedding theme was gloriously red which suits her snow-whitey face. (the hairdo & collar too!) I'm glad her parents still call me by my full name and remembered my husband's name as well. WAH! (accountant's name are not be remembered most of the time due to their quiet & reserved but perasan cute manner). The best part is, we get a valid reason to wear our Baju Nikah again..keh keh. Ada terasa ketat sedikit but all shape was maintained with trained short breath and belly sucking & tucking. haha. The part i love the most of this wedding is... I get to meet and muck around again with Zack, A'in & Shady!! I have no idea how much i miss u guys.. kalau dapat tido sekatil macam dulu lagi kan bestt....??? aahh...

Congratulations Hazel & Afiq...Amen to eternal happiness, prosperity & friendship! (like i told u, Fiq, from now on, she's always right. haha)

Okay, who's next? aku nk pakai baju bersanding pulok. koh koh

Why are you so skinny?

2009-03-19T10:10:00.004+08:00

Why are you so skinny?
This world is still full of things to be eaten
People are cooking at anytime & anywhere
24hours with drive-thru's and home deliveries
but
why are you still so skinny?

Didn't the government treat you well enough
subsidies ,allowances and all the pepsi-COLAs?
the RMT's and all the welfare thingy?
Aren't you bribed enough?
So how could you still be so damn skinny?

Can i blame your metabolism rate?
Or is it the worms in your gut?
or is it in your butt?

Could it be that something else is eating what you ate because you are eating for...IT?

Please tell me the real reason why you are so skinny.
Not because I want to be you
But it is simply because I would like to know your methods of being so bony.
Is it intentional?

Did you drown yourself in stress or depression?
Lack of sleep that makes you too tired to have an appetite at all?
Kindly tell me why you are so skinny.

Have someone broke your fragile heart, ripped it to shreds, smashed it into a million pieces?
Or you are saving up for the rainy days?
How did you know when will your so-called rainy day will come?
can it be from the daily the weather forecast? they hosts it naked in canada tv, you know?

Are you scared you are hurting mother nature by eating at all?
Vegetarians can't be that skinny.

I think you are sick.
Please go see a doctor now, and stop spitting in public will you?
owh and yeah, do tell me what you are diagnosed with because if you are not sick,
you must tell me how you can be so skinny.

it has been 2 months now...

2009-03-04T00:32:00.005+08:00

..and i'm still holding on... although most of the time I'll be seen looking like this...

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gazillion thanks to all my lovely carebears for aiding me through this tough shit.
"just keep swimming...just keep swimming...just keep swimming.."

a start of something good today..hehe

2009-02-24T12:43:00.003+08:00

i noticed something on something today as i was getting ready for work and asked what was that. so he told me what it was and confessed. when he told me who was the person responsible for such 'achievement'...it was damn hilarious and owh such a great news. hahahahha. between me & you,babe...I sincerely love you that much too..!! Hugs.

Forgive me Jass, for I have sinned... ;p

2009-02-17T16:19:00.005+08:00

I do not need any maid at home whenever i have to cook for big crowds, coz I have friends who would be willing to assist me in d kitchen all the time. (I hope it's not the amusement of witnessing me squirm about kecoh ketiak terkejaq-kejaq cooking this and that makes them stay in the kitchen with me..haha) Hannah, Diana and Atun were among the my loyal cinderella who will make my neighbour wonder if my hse kena rompak ke? kecoh giler.

Atun & Hannah playing cinderella with me

But among all gals..there's this guy, so macho tall dark and i can say handsome la jugak kot (he'll be reading this la wei, must puji) and has tatoos on both arm and chest (maybe on other parts as well but i'm just guessing)..but what makes him an incredible human to me & A'an? he does the dishes after having dinner at our crib..TQ bebeh!! I shouldn't have the habit of clearing up after cooking next time, so you can have all the pots & pans to scrub all nite :) hehehe (A'an is not included in this bizzare moment coz his legs are too smooth to be true so it's normal that he helps me in the kitchen all the time)
Now here..i present you..my new...Mr.Cinder-Lelah!!

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(yeah Mr.Cindy, dont forget that one pot on the stove there k?)

how i wish all d guys are like this?

Tagged.

2009-02-12T16:01:00.004+08:00

I cant believe there's such thing for a meme...a handbag meme? and i'm tagged. tq yam..i'll get u back soon.

1)Find a silent room away from monsters..
who would be running away from d cookie monsta'?

2) Take a picture of your bag and its content
ere u go

3) Explain about the contents:
Left-Right

A big clutch to store almost everything that I'll always bring with in any handbags I wore. (pathetic cosmetic stuff, comb, hairbands+clips, ipod classic, ball pen, fisherman's friend lozenges, a CNY angpau from a boss for contingencies,a tube of lotion, a small roll of dental floss & n i swear i have no idea how an Israel country badge end up in here)
A super stuffed with coins and receipts wallet.(with only some cash in it-had an experience with a snatcher before. but he ended up with nothing but 1 punch & 2 sidekicks from me)
Hse keys
Name card holder
This month's monthly travel card
My external HD cable with the HD nowhere to be found. hmm..(is it with you,a'an?)
Some papers A'an stuffed in my bag which 1 use to make a grocery list.
My freebie handbag from Clinique.

Back

Some after dengue meds
CDs from Khai- d great playlist at his hse warming.

5) What's the most embarassing content of your handbag?
err...the dirt at the bottom of my bag?

6) What is the smallest item in the bag?
again, the dirt as an individual, but if collect in a bunch i'm sure it'll become the biggest item.

7) Tag as much as u want:
i just dont give a damn for this one. huhuhu

who says Mr.Bean can't drift?

2009-02-10T18:24:00.001+08:00

tq A'an..u wish u can do it with ur sentra,huh? imagine doing it with my iswara aeroback...hahhha

I'm itchy all over..

2009-02-09T10:54:00.002+08:00

for these new movies.. (glee...!! *scratch-scratch*)

The Curios Case of Benjamin Button
(I got 2 free tix for this but no time to go yet...hmm..)

Upcoming....yah yah!

Paul Blart: Mall Cop
(I just adore this King of Queens-Kevin James & his adorable balloon like tum-tums!)

Duplicity
(Clive Owen's charming features & his booming voice just turns me on...)

Slumdog Millionaire
(ass recommended by Jass. hmm...ass-Jass. Jass-ass..hahhha)

He's Just Not That Into You
(I miss Justin Long & that charming Barrymore woman!)

Okay A'an & Jass...it's a good start for our new hobby...
Let's Movie marathon!!!
*scratch-scratch*

Is there such thing as a Pre Honeymoon's Honeymoon Escapade??

2009-02-09T01:15:00.011+08:00

We have been married for a very loooonnngg time now, (6 months je pun..haha) and still haven't got the chance to plan & escape for a real honeymoon. To console our raging hearts and throbbing..erm..whatevers, and after the recent blow by Mr.Dengue's visit, we decided to have a short getaway to Port Dickson. 2D 1N trip at a nice seaview hotel to really-really-really laze around while enjoying the view, the breeze, whatever is on tv, the buffet and most importantly...each other! Weehieeeee!!

Saturday
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Morning- I went to FRIM for a good walk+some hiking+canopy walking with Cheeky+Suresh & his gf,Jessica. (will soon blog about it..)
Noon- Mr.Hubs & I shoot off to Port Dickson and checked in the hotel. gradually thought the hotel was worth the price. Both then took 1 hour sleep before we change into our swimsuits and head to the beach...

Night-Went out for a good seafood dinner. then walk around the night market, came back super stuffed but still managed to have a short walk along the beach...then spent a few hours at our room balcony just talking and talking and laughing with the bright stars & a clear moon lighting up the ocean to the edge of the horizon...then watched the 'Father of the bride' movie which towards the end of the show, we recalled & confessed what we truly felt & thought on our own wedding experience,and ended up being nostalgic.haha (yep..someone did cried a tear or two..but that person wasn't me, of course..hahhaa)

Sunday
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Morning- we had a huge breakfast buffet with our seat facing the beach (seabreeze can really lift your appetite! not good for those who are on a strict diet :), then quickly went back up to finish up what we started. (our beauty sleep!) watched some cartoons till noon and extended our checkout time so I can watch Melodi.hehe
Noon-Check out and head to Seremban -meeting Suresh at his house. after his house was finally out of maruku stokcs, then we head to Cheras to stop by at Hannah's crib, excited to meet her mom after for so long..
Later that afternoon- found Jass & Elle were at Hannah's as well...so now we can all go ape together..while Hannah's not-aging-at-all-mom laughing away non-stop,probably thinking it's time for Hannahto migrate to Tuvalu and find saner circle of friends...heh.

Jass suruh headbang, so we headbang lah! "Goyang..goyang..goyang!!"

ok..nak balik dah ni...la la la..
Nite-Had dinner at Pelita while A'an and his SSI buddies meet up at talk about how manly they are for liking the same thing -Wonderpets show at TV9. (juz kidding guys...). Then went to accompany A'an staying back at his office till 5am...where I update the blog about this damn thang...

Employee of the Month - February 2009 (EOTM-Feb 09)

Mr.'EOTM-Feb 09' taking a short nappy.

Mrs.'EOTM-Feb 09' having a hard time waking the Mr.'EOTM-Feb 09' up..

Monday (which is now..)
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Morning-We are planning to go Pasar Keramat to do some grocery shopping (semangat poyo). Then...I dont know..
Noon-I wanna go see my Laling and her lil' baby girl!!!
Let's hope Monday will be materialised okay?? Amen.

IN A NUTSHELL.. the so called pre-honeymoon escapade truly was like a pinch of what a real honeymoon would be like! HEAVEN ELEVEN!! Even it was a 2day 1 night getaway, it was truly satisfying starting from the planning of the trip where we did it together from finding the suitable hotel to our preference AND budget! One thing I realized, is how compatible we both are. We really enjoy each other's company where we could switch our roles from a spouse to a bestfriend in a blink without even realizing it. There were things we did together (cracking jokes, some hard shoves and smackdowns) like BFF then it could suddenly becomes romantic & lovey dovey (and lusty.ahem) and back to being mates again...I could never find anyone else much better than you Farhan dearest... thank you for being wonderful, that is..by just being yourself. I love the fact that I can do all the things I used to do, the new stuff I like and at the same time, be myself with you supporting me all the time..no one else come close..no one.
Hugs..Hugs..HUgs.. ( I can't wait for our REAL LOooOong HoneymooooOon to finally come...Hope towards the end of it I wont die out of content & happiness.. ) last but not least, like I haven't mention it earlier (eyes rolling)..

A'an dearest...I love you. SANGAT. as many as all the nachos+chachos in the world combined!

Nite!!!

Things i currently miss...

2009-02-09T00:39:00.003+08:00

Mum&Papa & Anas...

my 2 lil gremlins..

to eat chilli crabs untill i cant even stand the sight of them..

Misai and his cheeky moves..

Mom...

Spending time goofing with Ofey & Nana..

Bus trips with Ofey..

Gals nite outs..

Misai and his authentic sleeping pose..

Dying my hair..

Boogey woogey at the club with a boyfriend..hehe

Torture both Ofey & her stuffed cat-Mimi

Did i mention about the bus trips with Ofey?

and the bitching+gossip session with Ofey before bed?

Cadillac convoy with the AMC guys..

cycling with Ofey..

mucking with the boss & colleague during a meeting..

having tons of heels under my work desk.

twisted guys like Munir as a colleague.

things gals housemates do together when they were's busy with bongs&joints (hehehe..kidding)

feeling touched+overwhelmed upon knowing how much my family & friends love me..

err..still what gals do sometimes..preppin up for nothing.

grannies..the same familiar scent & touchy feelin each time i hug them..

the day Mr. Dengue Fever whacked me flat!!

2009-02-05T19:46:00.013+08:00

Yeah, Mr. Dengue Fever came to visit and I hate him so much that it hurts.

the ghost in room 706 at Gleneagles Hospital, Ampang...

Among the things i did while i was whacked, that would make me blush whenever i think about it:

at this point, I was still delusional but not hallucinating like i did on saturday night (swapping my hand around and screaming i saw too many dragonflys and begging A'an to open the imaginary bandit cuff at my feet).
Last 18 Feb was really a 'Saturday Nite Fever' for us. Me & A'an were both down with bad fever. i fainted twice in the bathroom .Blacked out once on my way to the loo to vomit (but ended up wanting to pee when A'an managed to recover me) and the 2nd time when i was about to pull my pants up after the foggy peeing experience. I recovered to find myself on the bathroom floor with my pants still down & A'an slapping my face to wake me up. and I still manage to weakly ask him "why did you pull my pants down for?"
and when I was finally warded, as he make my wobbly hands sign the hospital papers, I weakly asked him '"hey...u are such an opportunist, making me sign this polygamy approval forms at this very moment,eh?"
During the whole 3days in the ward, i felt like i was on a dreamy cruise to lala land. I dont even remember Kristin (my insurance agent who was right about great eastern insurance gives a hell of a good service) assisting me to pee with all my drips & machine.

Although I may not remember all the things that had happen well (either the good or the embarrassing ones), I would still like to express my deepest appreciation, a zillion thanks to those who has become my sexy hot nurses (even some of them would cause a bulge on the outfit at the wrong places..hehe..Jass..u know what i mean) , visited me and witnessed how I could also look like an ogre when i'm down with fever. Thanks to the guys & gals who helped us to pull through the ordeal->> fighting the villian-Mr. Dengue Fever! You are all my super heroes...

Today is my 4th day of work after 2weeks of medical leave (there goes all my mc for the year..huhu). I have recovered from the Dengue's pang and my energy is improving with each passing day. Made my mtb comeback last Monday at Putrajaya cycling park, and managed to make all my limbs wobbly like jell-o after only the 1st trail.

after almost 2weeks of starving due to the appetite loss, this is a satisfied face, stuffed full with Dome's spicy olio beef bacon spaghetti! a sign i was on a good recovering track...

at Putrajaya cycliing park- back to kick some ass!!
(i panted like a dog and my knees felt like falling apart after only the 1st trail.haha)

can u believe it? kenduri maggie kat office? hahahhaa. it's for the bosses to read between d lines..
RAISE! RAISE! RAISE!

all in all...I felt this wierd kind of energy and a super high mood lift on my 1st day of work after the medical leave. Everything seems to be working on smoothly and as expected, accordingly as i wanted and I am loving every single thing I do. WHY? I just figured it out after posting the last picture...
it was because , from the the amount of people who came to visit and fuss on me at the hospital (some even 'almost' made me cry for scolding me when i refuse to eat my dinner at the hospital), the people who called and sms (untill i couldn't even have the chance to doze at the hospital..haha..-not complaining,okay) left bunch of fruits (which was all eaten by my other visitors) and 10 bottles of 100+'s, the serviette notes left on my hospital bedside table while i was asleep-wishing me speedy recovery,the emails and came over to the hse to visit as well.. i realized that I am lucky+truly blessed with tons of genuinely caring relatives & friends who were all prepared to go high and low to help me pull through the rough times.. There is no way i could ever, ever repay the deeds done by them.
Super huge big fat humongous like the size of 100 of Optimus Prime bunch of THANKS, to u people!!
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!
(damn! azea don't cry while updating her blog,ok? must stop the sniffles now!)

I was not domestically abused.

2009-01-15T01:46:00.000+08:00

The terrible bruises were caused by the paintball match we had on sunday.
Thanks to Ederq, (who I forgot to take a picture with on that bruising-ourselves-willingly day..) we are proud to declare that we are now non-virgin to paintball!!! Yeayy!!
it was indeed fun and it would be much greater if Nana brought her sports shoes and Ofey was not with a fever..we could have celebrated your b'day with shooting our orange pallets at you non stop! hahaha.. enjoy the flicks. daa

an unplanned 'makan-makan' and an intense wii battle

2009-01-14T16:48:00.001+08:00

yep..i hope the slide explains it all.. It was meant for a lunch date between us ex-mrsmbp mates since Atun is back from Japan for the short hols. (Me, Hannah, Atun, Shady, Sarah & etc). It was at the right timing since A'an is off to PD with the guys to recce their reunion getaway spot till late afternoon. Then, thanks to Atun, it was postponed to dinner..(can't blame her, she rarely sees her bf,so bagi chance la...hihi) While we were cooking (3 of us peeps), A'an & his mates (Jass & Khai) planned to hang out as well, so the makan-makan becomes for ex-SSI mates as well (7 peeps now). Then Hannah invited Elle who brought along he sister-Hana,who later invited her hubby as well (now 10 peeps) then Shady finally popped in with her sister-Shatrah (now 12 peeps!) Imagine how kecoh ketiak I was..but I have to say, it went well..the food was great (angkat bakul time!) Loads of laughing and choking on the food+drinks for laughing to much.(some may have peed a little, I dont know, since no one in their right mind would want to admit that) Then the wii battle begins..all i can say is, some went home in despair for loosing their cash, and 1 went home with extra bucks that night. hahah.. the night ended with me sprawling in front of the tv while A'an gave me a foot massage..Heaven!

point to note: I must do that long postponed house warming...ramai dah tanya ni..*sigh*

Bubbye scenery along my lrt route to work..

2009-01-06T10:58:00.003+08:00

i' am now taking the LRT to work where I started off with a 25minutes of STAR and a switch to another 10minutes of PUTRA. so all in all including the waiting, I have about 45minutes everyday to either checkout my nails and memorize every dead cuticles and grime, or..look at other people's head and wonder how could they have such thick mane while mine is so thin even the orang utan wouldn't bother to consider me as a cousin. but among all these, i chose to catch up on my reading. all the books i've missed due to the hectic life i call w.o.r.k -lame excuses that will work every time-. thanks to Diana's library of wonders....here are the books I've read since early Dec'08 till today. (yep..i know, i need speed reading skills..*sigh*) 1 point to note, it's not what you will get out of the books that is so enriching, it's what the books will get out of you that will ultimately change your life..that is what i think reading a book is all about..

princess-by jean p.sasson
made me realize how fortunate i am to be born a as Malaysian woman although a great2 grandmother was a Sharifah from the Arabs. I have never considered being a princess as lucky. Well, most of the time when I was reading this at home, A'an would look up from his wii, and reminded me not to scowl while reading.(glad no one in the LRT did the same. malu woo) Quite intense, especially when she explained on the rituals of women circumcision at the age of 12 and above.I get goosebumps even just to type about it here like this.

for one more day-by mitch albom(just as i thought that tuesdays with morrie was the best..) this become my favourite book of the month! you will miss your mother a triple more when u're finished with the book. made you realize how unlucky your mother is to have u as a child.mitch albom sure does know how to screw with your feelings. damn u,mitch! he tought me that parents are the most selfless being on earth where we kids need to be reminded every minute on this fact and appreciate them double more while we still can..Now I can't wait to get my hands on the 5 people u meet in heaven.

riding in cars with boys-by beverly donofriodrew barrymore suits the part. no one else could be imagined more stoned-hippie and lovely at the same time. wierd that the kid didn't turn out to be a junkie too.

lovely bones - by alice seboldi like the twist of how a soul looking out for the people she/he loves. the missed clues to the murder and how a family could fall into pieces from a pain of missing someone so much. but alice made heaven sounds a bit boring and lonely to me.

the sisterhood of the traveling pants-by ann brashares
this reminds me of the teenage books i've read from the school's library. brought me some deja vu moments too. i am head over heels for Birdget already. god, i'm so gay.

the secret life of bees- by sue monk kiddhalf through this book, i saw a trailer of the movie. i have to admit, the cast fits the novel pretty well! i got addicted to honey after reading this, and caught myself sending love whenever i saw a bee. dumbo me!

the alchemist- by paulo coelhothe neverending journey, made me parched halfway reading the book where santiago was traveling through the desert. the sharp words about life and how funny i read most of the words said by the King & the alchemist twice for they hit me on the forehead as being so accurate of what i've been dealing with lately.

(currently reading)
the monk who sold his ferrari -by robin s. sharmai want a ferrari!

Insiden Sepetang di Tmn Bunga..

2008-12-29T00:53:00.004+08:00

Khai, please undo the spell. please.

This would be the longest post ever (for my blog lah kan..)

2008-12-29T00:16:00.000+08:00

For the sake of my special year of 2008...I cant believe I did this...

1) Harken back to your archives.
2) Collect the first sentence you wrote every month for the whole year.
3) Entertain us.

Noo..I'm not going back to 2004. I have other things to do, you know. (like viewing metacafe's 'how to' clips, responding to facebook photo comments and rsvp to events i know i wont be attending.haha) So here's 2008... ( I realized that I'm not good at making short sentences.aiyoh)

December 08:(must wait till december comes lah)
November 08:Yeap!
October 08:Yep, it was a long journey up & down south to north then north to south.
September 08: Oh well..i'm bored with work,takibg a break..here's a Meme i took from Angela's.
August 08:Next ring is the suffe'ring'...ahaks!
July 08:It almost 6 am in Vigo, Spain...life has been hectic with work n wedding prep..and I'm going back for my wedding , touchdown on the 1st of aug.
June 08:I miss you dearest blog...please forgive me for this haste post...
May 08:Just when i thought I could sit down and relax..maybe clear all my post drafts...I was instructed to travel again.. to Azores Island in Portugal, Madrid and Paris for the whole 2 weeks!!!
April 08:It's 10.30pm here in Lisbon = 5.45am in M'sia... GOD!
March 08:Here is a tribute to my fellow friends in Jakarta (some has left SCAN,but still..u guys are a great bunch of people i would cherish for life) they were a wonderful hosts & hostess when we went for the Jakarta-Bandung trip 2005..Dion,Tesna & Victor, thank you for the crazy night around Jakarta!
February 08:To dearest Idzwan (Idzzy is his pimp name by night) & spouse, CONGRATULATIONS!!
January 08:Things we must do as another year ends..aside from joining the crowd counting from 10-0 like kindergarten kids screaming for attention to their counting ability (obviously i didn't join d crowd.

Okay, there! Now a round of Resolution Drama!!!!! yeaaahhh. let's see what have I done (and did not do with no guilt feelings or whatsoever except for number ...)

2008

5 full prayers (Must do more than just this in 2009)
Get my own green laptop (Got my Sya-sya)
Find my dream hse n buy it! (Yeay! Got it)
Vanilla for Papa (Turned into a few hectares of palm trees)
Must travel more (1-Beach&Island trip,2-Mount Hiking,2-Overseas Trip) (Sadly,no mount hiking at all in 2008. I cant believe this!)
Join at least 3 MTB events (must finish all 4 stages for PCC this year)(No PCC in 2008 but a proud owner of the 'ECC Enjoy the Sahara Ride'-battle scar!)
Wash the car more frequently (twice a month) (My car don't deserve a sloppy owner like me)
Call home double than d usual. (feels closer to home this year)
blog more with lesser reasons any kind of depression. (Improvements, eh?)
Take up dance class or another foreign language class. (Aur pavor, eh?)
(Cant disclose this here..) (Yeay! I'm married at the age of 24! I won the bet! Sarah, Hannah, Hazel, Shady, A'in & Atun-PAY UP!!))
Love my family, boyfriend and friends more than ever.. (Never felt I've done enough..)

So now..for the up coming new year...let's get ambitious!!
2009

5 full prayers (Must do more than just this in 2009)
Improve my MTB & the skills! Get into few feet downhill jumps. (we can do it, Kurr!!
Complete the hse decor! Get my dream home by the 2nd quarter!
Get my bloody honeymoon!!
Must travel more (for vacation!!)
Join at least 3 MTB events (must finish all 4 stages for PCC this year)
Wash the car more frequently (twice a month) -i did say 'let's get ambitious', right?
Cook more...new recipes.
Start my running regime! (Nike Lunar..here I come!)
Speak & read more spanish...and fluently!
(Cant disclose this here..) -Hope to get this by end of 2009..
Love my family, boyfriend and friends more than ever.. (Never felt I've done enough..)
MUST GET MY SCUBA LICENSE, no matter what!!!!!!

Okay...I have to admit..I'm bored here...so here goes.

1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before?
(and will never do it again) what i was forced to do during my hen party at mojo. Can't wait for the girls turn to get married. Yam,Hannah,Yash,Ofey,Wawa,Nana...watch out!

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
subconciously...yeah.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Nope, A'an is not ready to deliver yet. He's only 2 months pregnant! haha. Aside from tons of frens having their 1st bundle of joy..(and 2nd and maybe 3rd)..hm...i dont know lah. Altho'..I am now excited thinking about Haniza's day..in less than a few more weeks! I'm gonna have my 1st godchild!!!

4. Did anyone close to you die?
My wonderful Uncle Salleh. Recently November 7. Al-Fatihah..

5. What countries (State) did you visit?
This year? does transits counts? hehe.. Singapore (3x), Bangkok, Portugal,Spain (2x), London, Amsterdam, Belgium.

6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
More time in a day..

7. What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
My wedding. I cant believe we managed to have THAT much of $$ and spent it so fast!!! But, I'll never forget my darling husband's tears after he said his vows..truly touched.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
err..a wonderful wedding+a succesful career? juggled it both at the same time.

9. What was your biggest failure?
No family vacation this year ..bummer.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
hahah. yeahhhh (jatuh bike)

11. What was the best thing you bought?
nintendo wii, ixus dgcam, handycam,a house, my 1st ever laptop (yup. all this in a month!) refer to Q #7.

14. Where did most of your money go?
the wedding. told ya.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
a weekend with no plans made.

16. What song will always remind you of 2008?
You make it real for me by James Morrison.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

Older or wiser?
just older i guess. but wiser to this office politics.
Thinner or fatter?
hmm..thinner at the upperside and no changes on the lower part. *sigh
Richer or poorer?
pretty much both. the more you earn, the more u spend.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
save more money & spend it on my family.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
hoho-procrastinating, being lazy. 2009, no more me sleeping in my office attire!

20. How will you be spending your next festive celebration?
With bigger family...(i have in-laws now...remember?)

22. Did you fall in love in 2008?
over n over again. funny how this hasnt change since 2004

23. How many one-night stands?
owh..none to boot.

24. What was your favorite TV program?
Puaka Niyang Rapik? ahahahahah.. no lah. but I never seem to miss any of the episode every Thursday night. Gila! A'an..we need an astro, fast!

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
hmm..I'm done hating peeps. I still hate winter,tho.

26. What was the best book you read?
this year? For One More Day-Mitch Albom

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
fell in love again with The Cardigans

28. What did you want and get?
A husband and a house with our own tennis court, basketball hoop, swimming pool, sauna, squash court & a gym.yep..just a 25 year old nicely maintained condo.

29. What did you want and not get?
A tattoo. Never.

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
cloverfield ,quarantine (i love man-handled camera kinda movies) and 4bia (1st time i ever admit to like a horror flick) Yes Man was very inspiring...yes to life!!!

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
had a surprise by my loved ones by the pool and a karaoke session after that! owh, proud to a quarter of a decade!

32. What was one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
more annual leave and salary?

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2007?
all over the place.

34. What kept you sane?
no one is sane around me. so am i.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
can i call myself a celebrity? hahaha.

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
to gruesome to mention.

37. Who did you miss? (in no particular order)
The TokMama & TokPapa when I was little.

38. Who was the best new person you met?
I haven't met this person yet but I know for sure that it's soon & she'll be the best thing ever! my darling Godchild!!!

Okay, that's it...I'm ready for 2009. come and get me by the front door!

Ansara Dinner 2008

2008-12-28T23:06:00.003+08:00

Yeah, Dato' Mukhriz can surely sing.
Went for the dinner with my parents, since papa was one of the special guest- an MRSM educator. I'm glad we were there..and also to the fact that I can still fit in the super tight at the abs kebaya! (the whole thing is as old as my age,okay!!) Thank god to the invention of a corset and the front buttons didn't pop! fooh...I still have the figure.yey!

Shazmi & Fendy's Big Day.. (officially taken / no longer a virgin)

2008-12-28T21:36:00.006+08:00

Nope! It was not a gay wedding, but a 2 separate normal wedding lah!

On the 26th Dec 08, was a day both I had never expected and looking forward to.

The unexpected= Shazzy's Wedding,
The anticipated= Fendy's wedding.

Let's start with Fendy's! After being reminded for like 30 times by Fendy, who almost gave up on me and my amnesiac mind on 26th would be a Friday..I was lucky that the big boss gave us a half day after lunch since most were still on their Xmas holidays, so off I went to Fendy's solemnization ceremony in Kajang. Thanks to my darling lil' monkey-Hannah who lead me through d confusing routes in Kajang with her eyes closed and we arrived just in time for the event. We managed to witnessed the groom looking both excited and in doubt but realized that it's too late to run now coz if he did, he'll be a minced meat before he even reach out of the front gate. I did a 'thumbs up' which he noticed and looked tonnes more relaxed after he smiled. In the hot and crowded but sweetly english style decorated living room of a modern wooden house, at 5.20pm Fendy & Dhilla were pronounced as husband & wife. Congratulations!!! Glad I was there, to witnessed such happy moments which gave me a flood of deja vu on my own wedding which was just a few months back. I was right about the day to be damn fast right after you say your vows, huh Fendy? Well, it took me 3 months to believe that I'm someone's wife :)

Fendy looking composed but all mushy inside :)
but look at Nizamnuri at the back.hahaha.sabar..your time will come.hihi

The lovely bride, looking serene & pure

Yeay! to Fendy!!

Then I rushed back, send Hannah and get ready for tonite's event. Shazzy's wedding reception at Concorde Hotel, Shah Alam. It's a bummer I was to swamped with work lately that I didn't have time to scout for a bollywood outfit to match the reception theme. It was indeed a grand one. Knowing Shazmi, it was expected to be this well planned.(yes shazzy..it's a bloody honest compliment) It was a joyous moment where all of us ex-Scanners to meet up again and together witness Shazmi's special night...I'm just glad none of us had to dance up the stage like you said we had to :) Dear Shazmi & Nadia..Congratulations!! Nadia, u look gorgeous & mesmerizing while Shazzy cant help looking like a proud man with a smug face to have such a beautiful bride..hihi.

The bride, not enjoying their food like we did. Haha

It feels like ages since we both went to a dinner together!! I miss u Ofey!

Felling deja vu?

My ever loyal & determined prawn processor!

The smug face. I was right,kan? kan?

With the newlyweds who looked more like a bollywood movie character.

We ladies wanna be on stage too so all the make up were not for waste!

Dilla attempting a belly-less dance, me obsessed with my soon to be godchild.

The super excited soon-to-be parents! (me too!!!-about being excited.)

Loyal+determined prawn processor deserves to be on stage too. I love u, syg.

To both lucky couple of the day...I wish you a long & happy life together with eternal love & care with tonnes of babies, grandkids n great grandkids that u lost count and their names not for being old but because of there's just too many of them... :) Cheers!!!

What honeymoon?

2008-12-12T17:46:00.005+08:00

I don't see it coming any closer.. :( since there will be massive traveling for work in 2009. *sigh*

&%^#@$!!^??$@##!!!!!!!

2008-12-03T09:42:00.006+08:00

It's not healthy to start your day imagining yourself shouting at someone for some common sense. It's unhealthy enough to breath in cigarettes smoke in the morning while walking your way to work. Then the swearing&cursing-under-your-breath-without-a-full-stop starts.

Look people..for those of you smokers out there. let's understand something here. It's enough that we are gradually contributing to air pollution which leads to global warming and the melting ice bergs and the diminishing of tuna species in the ocean (i could go on some more , u know but i have to get to my point fast before my deadly irritation flame cools off. nanti dah tak syok nak story-mory-morning glory). We women (not sure if the guys too) woke up a bit earlier to wash our hair (altho it's not much, but it takes some time to wash n dry it tau) so it'll smells like a tumbled dry fresh n nice hair (TDFNH) which makes most of our day (and some of the men's too). Enough of car exaust fumes to molest our TDFNH..then you stoopid jerks with your ego mania trying to show off you have the amazing ability to puff your ciggies and walk at the same time passing by us with TDFNH...and left your ciggie residue for us to breath in and kill our TDFNH.

Oi..have some common sense lah wei. Can't you just wait until you get to a smoking area with an ashtray bin to smoke n stand still? What if I drink a big bottle of my Twister Apple Juice and pee all the way as I walk infront of you for you to step on? yuck, right? unless you share the same sexual fetish as Hitler's, that could be enjoyable to u sick urolagnia peeps)
damn, I cool down too fast. aside from wanting to shoot these stoopid freakin a**holes, I'm off for a cuppa coffee for now. To all dearest stoopid smoking striders, I curse all the days you have molested any TDFNH while u show off your so call amazing ability. Bunch of Idiots with a super big fat capital 'I'. Pegi mampos. -N-

I'm excited for Mr.Crowe of Ms.Zue Ross??

2008-12-02T14:07:00.005+08:00

This Miss Gorgeous is a good fren of ours (me n Ofey)..meet Zue Ross. we use to hang out in Kulim n Penang every weekend for movies, endless window shopping -nak beli xdak duit..budak2 skolah kan..la ni pun dah keja pun xdak duit jugak.haru sungguh life aku ni. n mindless chatter and bitchings.haha (she's actually a good friend of Ofey but then..being the friendly one..i always end up being close to them as well. mcm aku xde kawan sendiri pulak kan? kesian..huhu)

anywho, i kinda gave out a chuckle while my boss was passing by. and being a daddyly boss, he asked what's so funny.(sure dia risau aku gelakkan dia kan?nampak sgt what i think matters to him.hoho..perasan sat.) kena la aku tipu..i said i made a typo which sounds very obscene and do not wish to tell any elderly people. lepas tu dia terasa kot aku ckp dia elderly, and he went off..hoho. (aku dah agak melalut ni..ok back to Zue Ross's scoop) before starting on why I'd actually aku gelak sorang2 tadi , i must tell you that Ofey, the generous-media prima-sister-who-will never-forget-her-darling sister-whenever-she-gets-free movie passes.seperti biasa..gave me 2 free movie passes (watching tonight) since A'an has a plan, I'm proceeding with the premier with Zue Ross...(okay..we are now so close to the 'why i chuckled sorang2' story) the last movie we watched together was Titanic (yes, it was THAT long.ages dah kan?) and tonight...we are watching a movie with the same hero in it..Leonardo DiCaprio. guess what the movie is..la la la..

I'm a Russell Crowe fan then a Leonardo. excited dah ni..ngeh ngeh.
Oh and the gelak sorang2 part..after Zue Ross agreed to tag along for the premier, I suddenly remembered the adventure we had for watching Spice Girls the Movie in Penang. we went from cinema to cinemas and ended up in Penang Island for a 9pm show without thinking of our transportation back to the main land and Kulim.hahhahha...we scraped out or cash and coins to spend a night in a cheap motel..and the rest was hilarious...hahaha.even dah kena marah dgn Zue's big bro and uncle Ross.hahha. Ofey, Zue..ingat lagi tak? hahahha
okay Zue..cant wait for tonight...!! (not sure I'm excited for the movie or meeting up with Zue again.hmm)

can't wait for this..

2008-12-01T16:14:00.002+08:00

seriously...
because...d book was great (funny kinda great, Larry Doyle..what do u xpect) and..
(khai, ur gonna like this)
Hayden is the Beth!
call me a lesbo or what..i don't care!
September 2009..come quick!

Pasal kawin? sudah basiii

2008-11-26T18:19:00.008+08:00

ramai tanya..when am i going to blog about my big day. (my wedding lah. even hari naik berat badan pun kira 'big' day jugak kan? hihi)
wedding day terlalu emosi lah..nanti aku type sambil nangis2..mcm diorg ni..

hiiii...xnk xnk..

the truth is..gambo kawin semua resolution besau2..nanti la aku kompress dulu ye. hihi

Papa made me breakfast today

2008-11-24T17:32:00.004+08:00

it has been ages since papa make me breakfast. i stopped having his super healthy breakfast when i was in the boarding school at 13. it was either half boiled eggs n toasts, smoothies (consist of protein mix+eggs+banana+milk+honey bla bla bla), cereal, weetbix, quaker oat with raisins n banana and the list goes on but everyday, we will have our spoonfull of scott's emulsion. Parents were in town and staying at my love shack. I lovee having them around.Then this morning..(we were up early since today is A'an's 1st day at MK ) as both of us were getting ready for work, I heard someone was getting busy in the kicthen.I smelled toast while having my shower. I was actually excited to get ready that morning for breakfast sake! It was freshly brewed coffee and toasts with marmalade+lime jam and butter. Simple but I muched happily all the way to work. (i wonder what he'll make if I have a fridge? hmm..) papa had gone swimming while we were finally ready for bfast and mum was still dozing off while Nana and Nanas were still sprawled infront of the 2 tvs. I miss being the small kid who enjoyed breakfast made by Papa...very much.

Hey, Nasik Goreng! Hey, Sungguh Lazat...

2008-11-24T11:46:00.009+08:00

Anas was still at home. Enjoying his every moment with our Wii and the new folder full of games. A'an wanted the potato side dish again so..here comes the same set of side dish like steak night with a main of ..Chicken Breast Fried Rice!

my two (un-forced) satisfied customers..

(p/s) : yes, i know i should get a new dinner set. but i just dont give a damn since a'an never took me to KK Decor Ampang as promised.and aku x tau kenapa a'an buat muka ala2 sexy macam tu. aku turut rasa geli. huhu

Why Jade?? why..!!

2008-11-20T15:28:00.003+08:00

oh well...lets get this over with! (with hope Jade will cook me some steaks for this!!! yeaaah)

Name:make it 'Azealea' je lah yee
Sister(s): 2
Brother(s): 1
Shoe size: 6
Height:163 cm
Where do you live:Ampang, KL

Have you ever been on a plane : Hmm...i would love to be ON a plane instead on being in it most of the time...huhu

Swam in the ocean: countless times, once in nude.

Fallen asleep at school:it's a hobby which becomes a trend in class. yeah, i'm a trend setter.hoho

Broken someone’s heart:yes. not elaborating any further.

Fell off your chair:o yeasss.... fashionably

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call:o yess..waiting while i sleep.

Saved e-mails: i only delete mail-sending-failure emails.

What is your room like:err...red & gloomy?

What’s right beside you: my cubical divider?

What is the last thing you ate: rice & mutton curry (extra gravy!)

Ever had…
Chicken pox:at 7. on a family trip at cameron highlands (with papa's boss's family) who all came back infected! hahaha..what a bliss.
Sore throat: sometimes.
Stitches: ooo....over my dead body.
Broken nose:not that sharp to be easily broken

Do you…
Believe in love at first sight :nope.

Who was/were…
The last person you danced with: Hubby
Last made you smile:My boss, who mistakenly asked for an 18 year old girl instead of an 18 year old whisky.
You last yelled at:A confused car in the middle of the lane in front of me this morning.

Today did you…
Talk to someone you like: yep.i dont talk to peeps i dont like, u know.
Get sick:not really. i was hoping to so i can go home and continue watch my Scrubs.
Miss someone:my sisters- Ofilia & Liyana.

Did you ever…
Kissed anyone:o yeeesss.
Talk to an ex:yeah. we are frens still.
Miss your ex:hmm..my hubby reads my blog, u know.

Who do you really hate:can't think of one right now.

Do you like your hand-writing: depending on what pen i use.

Are your toe nails painted:once every month for a week. yes.

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in:mom's

What color shirt are you wearing now:light pink with gray stripes.

Are you a friendly person: once the ice is broken

Do you have any pets: my hubby?? heheh

Do you sleep with the TV on:thank God, nope.

What are you doing right now:i was preparing a letter to the Penang Port when Jade's comment alerted me.

Can you handle the truth:I'm usualy very calm at handling truth since I will go numb first before digesting the whole thing.then i'll go berserk.

Are you closer to your mother or father: both.i love being lobbied.

Do you eat healthy:depending what's laid in front of me at that moment.

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex:yep. with no guilt whatsoever.

If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to:my so-called pet. (hoho)

Are you loud or quiet most of the time:loud, i guess.

Are you confident:with a semi-capital C. (is there such thing? hahah)

5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1. in a full boarding school
2. in love with science & netball
3. weight almost another 10kg than what i weight now.
4. hate sweet canned corn
5. wondering what will i do in 10 years time

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1. aside from treating all my family & relatives for their Haj,settle all my existing debts, send my younger siblings for further studies then work with me..
2. Open classy jazzy restaurant.
3. adopt more orphans.
4. build an empire . muhahahaha
5. play golf with other billionaires?

5 places I’ve lived/living
1. Penang Island
2. Medan, Indonesia
3. Gerik ,Perak
4. Kulim & Sintok, Kedah
5. Ampang, KL

5 people I tag (suka hati aku la nk tag brapa ramai pun.huh)
1. A'an
2. Diana
3. Jass
4. Khai
5. Yash
6. Syafa
7.Shady
8.Dino
9.Cheeky
10.Fendy
11.Diyana
12.Hezli
13.Wan Azhar
14.Sarmi.

Anas.. (nicked as Nanas)

2008-11-19T12:43:00.003+08:00

"Kakak...duduk kat KL ni kan..Nanas rasa 1jam habih macam seminit ja..kalau kat rumah (Kulim) 1 minit tu rasa macam 1 jam! awat eh? errm...jom tengok Madagascar 2 jom?"

It's school holiday season again..parents are in town but currently at my aunts while my youngest bro stays with us, most of the time with my deperate househusband (starting his new job next week!) ..spending their time with countless sessions of wii games and..i dont know what else. (since i'm busy at work..konon). I like having him around even he chats non stop 24/7 about this and that, riddles and goofy jokes and his monkey-see-monkey-do stuff (perks your level of patience eh, Jass? hahaha) and used most of my t-shirts and jerseys. Nanas finally joined my weekly Monday futsal and was told to be really good at it. (Hey..tengok kakak la kan?? kan?? heh). He'll be 14 next year..and some of these pics were taken during my wedding in August and also somewhere around last year, since I was still wearing my braces. Will miss him once mum calls to send him back with them.. he's such a loving sport who loves hugging and to be hugged by us girls in the family...love you bro. a lot!

Hari Ahad : Aku yg Malas Kayuh..

2008-11-19T10:52:00.016+08:00

Kemensah (up Jimbara, down Secret trail)
-before Kurr was hit with BNS

Date : 8 Nov 2008
Peeps : 3 (Me, A'an & Kurr)
Distance : stupid broken cat eye.
Max speed : same as above
Average speed : N/A (yet)
Cal burn : N/A (yet) -none i guess..since i was soooooo malas.

"Damn! who farted?" pose

Pushing sebelum layan downhill (for the downhill bro, i was just simply malas)

Malas again..

An unidentified object emerging from the dense wood.

Aksi manja khas dari Kurr...background gunung ganang lanang benang senang kenang...

Aksi bontot senget...

Turun juga ada...saya manyak sukaaa

Manyak suka lagi sebab saya talak jatuhhh...hihi

Aksi terlampau beskal lock tanpa tongkat..

Aksi terlampau ala2 cow-face....

Okay...sekian saja utk hari ni...chalo!

Ngeh ngeh..!

2008-11-18T11:10:00.004+08:00

I was panting and ready to collapse but then Joleen came with a camera..

Oh well...hihihi. ni si Khai punya kijer..

1 more got hit by BNS!

2008-11-12T15:44:00.007+08:00

Brought Kur to Kemensah for his 1st ride there (up Jinbara and down the Secret trail).After that we went back, had a dose of Melodi (Norman+Abby+Memey) then it started to rain.heavily.I was contemplating to decide with my sleepy eyes or with my grumbling tum-tum demanding a big bowl of BNS. yep.BNS won the duel.To those who were still in doubt on how good BNS is...and still adamantly believe that my HULK was just posing like it was delicious because he was afraid of me...eh, love me..(yeah u Mrs Drama Queen.hihi) here's more evidence to prove my case.hehehe...

Kurr..slurpin'...

Needing some air into the compact tum2.

1-BNS and 1-CNS all finito!

p/s:i have only molested the subject once. with my eyes.lookin at his super white n chubby butt cheeks cleavage on our way down from Mountain Singgalang in 2004 fighting the urge to spank it.it was intentional and he was always infront of me, bowing and ducking branches with his loose hiking pants.ohohohoho!

Me told ya'..!!

2008-11-07T16:55:00.001+08:00

Mr.HULK was always asking "what in the world is so special about Taiwan House's Beef Noodle Soup??" while he watched me slurping to the last drop in the huge bowl-yeap, it's the size of my face! everytime we were anywhere near Ampang Point and he asked me what's for dinner, my answer would be only this, in sequence:

Taiwan House-BNS
Hainan Chicken Rice
Sushi King
Yong Tau Foo
Banana Leaf

So on Tuesday, he asked again and I insisted we go for option #1. He agreed, but will only keep me company. As I was placing my order (a BNS of course), i said-"I'm not preparing dinner tonight, tau sayang..", he gave in and ordered a Chicken Noodle Soup-CNS and was sure he'll be tapau-ing it in the end. tunggu la kau ye budak sombong...tak habis2 dengan pisang tanduk goreng cicah sambal kicap kau ye... Then our order came...

9pm: This is my BNS! with extra pickled veggie

9pm: All wide eyed and droolin' for his CNS

9.06pm: Sniffles but still chowin' on non stop.

9.15pm: Mr.HULK now knows why Taiwan house is at #1.

okay, now I'm hungry again.

A must read!

2008-11-07T14:10:00.003+08:00

TAG YOU’RE IT! -before you even read the whole thang! Yeay!
1. What time did you get up this morning?
Alarm rang at 6:30am, snoozed it, woke up at 7:11am (Wow..7eleven eh..?)

2. Diamonds or pearls?
Both

3. What’s the last film you saw at the cinema?
Fury(9/10) –ooh..luvvit!

4. What’s your favourite TV show?
Hooked to Cinta Batu Belah for now. ( the ibu kempunan satey rusa..hahahahha)

5. What do you usually have for breakfast?
Nasik Lemak (with paru on special days-which is everyday!)

6. What’s your middle name?
Err..can I create one? – Jelita then. muahahahaha

7. What foods do you dislike?
Anything with sweet canned corn.

8. What’s your favourite CD at the moment?
Sarah Mclachlan

9. What kind of car do you drive?
Proton Iswara (UK spec woo…ada auto cruise..hihi)

10. Favourite sandwich?
Anything wish lotsa cheese & eggs & toasted bread.

11. What characteristic do you despise?
Ke’poyo’an + Judgemental.

12: Favourite item of clothing?
Birthday suit! Yeay!

13. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, you´d go to:
(All fully paid?)- Kashmir+Hawaii+Las Vegas,baby!

14. Are you an organized person?
Owh this is hard. I’ll say no.

15. Where you’d retire to?
Wherever my HULK is.

16. What’s your most recent memorable birthday?
Not fair..all are still very memorable to me, u know!

17. What’re you going to do when you finish this?
Continue with posting another post.

18. Furthest place you’ve ever been?
London (Heathrow)

19. Where are you now?
Malaysia- facing my bedroom’s glaring red curtain.

20. When’s your birthday?
Next year in August.

21. What’s your shoe size?
38/40

22. Who’s the last person you spoke to on the phone?
A travel agent.

23. How many pets do you have?
Sometimes…HULK is my pet.

24. Any new & exciting news?
Company gave me a new lappie? – HP Pavilion tx2500z

25. What you wanted to be when you were little?
- Choreographer
- Air Hostess
- Queen of Brunei

26. How’re you today?
Worried of Uncle Salleh’s condition-currently in ICU.

27. Favourite flower?
Tuber Roses

28. What’re you listening to right now?
Hot & Cold – Katy Perry

29. What’s a day on the calendar you’re looking forward to?
31st December 2008 - Coz this year is a poopie year and I can’t wait till it’s over.

30. What’s the last thing you ate?
Mee Rebus (I ate the whole packet alone!)

31. Do you wish on stars?
When I’m sure it’s not a blinking satellite.

32. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?
Green

35. Favourite soft drink?
Not much of a soft drink person -100+, Zapple & Dr.Pepper

36. Favourite restaurant?
Varies- currently Ginza Curry House at Desa Pandan!

37. Hair colour?
Dark brown (yep, original colour)

38. What’s your favourite toy as a child?
Rocker Ken-barbie & dominos!

39. Summer or Winter?
An emerging summer

41. Chocolate or vanilla?
Chocolate, of course.

42. Coffee or tea?
Coffee

43. Do you want your friends answer this meme?
Yeah!

44. When’s the last time you cried?
Heheh..last night. Happy+Satisfaction tears. hehehhe

45. What’s under your bed?
An Indah Kiat box filled with charging cables (mobile,dgcam,handycam) an external hardisk, a Playstation DualShock controller, my lappie cooling pad and maybe some dust & hair but no boogeyman!

46. What did you do last night?
Watched horror flicks back to back. (calling my HULK out of the room each time the ghost appears) chicken me.

47. What’re you afraid of?
Failure.

48. Salty or sweet?
Salt! Salt! Salt!

49. How many keys on your key ring?
You mean, key rings? Hse-3. Car-5

50. How many years have you been working in your current job?
Err..1/2 year.

51. Favourite day of the week?
Any day I woke up early

52. Do you make friends easily?
Depends if its not Mr/Ms #11.

53. Do you like finding out all this stuff about your friends?
Yup yup.

Steak night!

2008-11-03T10:44:00.004+08:00

Yeap! I cooked these last night:

Black pepper+butter shoulder lamb
Black pepper+butter sirloin steak
Soft potatoes with garlic, butter, parsley & chili flakes.
Stir fried broccoli+carrots
Tiny baby grapes (no la..i didn’t cook this la..)

can't wait for more stake nights!

p/s: had one complaint- should have cooked more lamb. (sheeish)

I need a bag full of Clover leaves

2008-10-31T11:37:00.031+08:00

Coming back from the PIC’08, (here are some pics-more of us posing n chillin most of the time.manage to only get a few of us during the race.hehe)

the following Monday I had my weekly futsal where Shiz accidently positioned his left heel where I was about to kick the ball. In other words, yes, I kicked him. I suffered with a bruised toe and nail where until now I’m not able to bend the poor toe. (I just went for a padicure the afternoon before futsal!!) argghhh

Then during my recent ECC Malaka: Survive the Sahara Ride,

Before the horn blows..

Up the hill we go..

Then down the hill we go..

Enjoying the top view and eating more bananas..

resting with the 2 monkeys who arrived before 2pm.Ese n Marin

I become a humpty dumpty who had a great fall at one of the downhill. I should have listened to A’an not to position my break handle too low for comfort and should also go out for more technical rides with the guys (yes A’an, Fio, Dino, Jazlan and Nazri). I fell at the end of the 2 meters downhill without any breaks. Toppled over a few times and found myself in dazed surrounded by a group of men riders who become my instant doctors! All telling me that it was all because of my gender or they would just stop to ask if you can still feed yourself even with the injury and ride off again.Then I asked, would they all went ride off upon knowing that I’m married and the same concerned guy next to me who look more like my younger brother is actually my husband? Nahh…to late for them to escape and ride off, they say. Hahah. They were amazed that I can still laugh and crack jokes even with the bloody+bruised side of my face, shoulder, elbows and knee.

The humpty dumpty tragedy (with my instant doctors)

Honestly, I was more frustrated that I won’t be able to ride at my normal un-injured self. They honorable men patched me up and I insisted to proceed cycling to the next checkpoint where there, the marshals detained me from proceeding to the 5^th Cp where I could have at least gotten a medal for the event. Bummer! I insisted A’an to proceed with the ride where he got his medal..proud of you dear and sorry for slowing you down..

Proud of my babe..

About the event, it was HOT as a Sahara desert indeed! But as far as I went that day, I like the tracks and the organizers were well prepared and truly helpful. I like the CP stickers, most!

Marin's plate..(before & after the ride) cool stickers eh.

Now at work, I’m wearing my thick framed glasses so my facial injury won’t look that obvious and it worked! Wished I still had my braces on where I could be the ugly betty for the week.

The nasty cut & the disguise-Ugly Betty kepala donga..

Then today..I put on a baju kurung -BK for it is Friday (I don’t know the exact reason why we must wear a BK on Fridays either to respect the holy day of the week or we can cover up our sexy outfit for tonight’s starting-of-the-weekend party) but for me, I’m wearing BK to cover my left patched knee. As I was limping down my Condo’s stairs towards the car this morning, I think I slipped on my BK’s long skirt and almost toppled over. Thank God I didn’t, or pity A’an would have to find a new wife to iron his shirt n make his poached eggs every morning. But..i sprained my right ankle a bit where I can’t fully flex my foot to the front! Now I’m truly limping both legs. I wonder what’s next?

So for those who think they really cares, please put a bag full of clover at a corner where I will accidentally found it and have all the good luck to survive for the month.

Why a clover leaf?

The four-leaf clover is an uncommon variation of the common, three-leaved, clover. According to tradition, such leaves bring good luck to their finders, especially if found accidentally.^[1]hope, the second is for faith, the third is for love, and the fourth is for luck.

source http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Four-leaf_clover

Barney lover is missing his Barney..

2008-10-21T12:38:00.003+08:00

Yes, Mr.Bastard Utd is not as tough as we all thought...he is now down with a fever at home. This picture was taken moments before his dreaded separation with the love of his life, Barney. (a present for his fave niece) Poor Jass...hope a new Barney will come to you soon and make you well again. For the time being, do tune in for the numerous Barney shows on tv, ya! Get well soon, hun!

Speedo fwoggies

2008-10-16T19:22:00.004+08:00

I needed a new pair of goggles and it was on 50% discount and A'an was eager to get one for himself too (so he can drown in style, i guess.hehehe)
Owwh..i love the smell of new stuff.
Speedo weedo, baybeee!

Obscene Baboons

2008-10-16T17:30:00.002+08:00

Baboons nowadays... *sigh.

Smoochin' on my mouse pad every single day. don't they have anything else to do? tempting me like that! sheeish!

Fio's New Gal.

2008-10-14T11:18:00.006+08:00

I haven't got the chance to ride since 2 months before we get hitched. Last Friday night I was jumping up&down to start cycling again. I was also sexcited to drool over Fio's new girl. (Ecc Melaka50km off road mayhem is drawing near anyway and I'm feeling like a fat cow already ) While waiting for him to arrive, me & Hulk stop by the Secret Recipe to pamper ourselves with some fat before we burn some later. heeee! (A'an was craving like a pregnant lady for it. You should see his belly)Halfway with the cake, came a guy with a smug face riding his new Santa Cruz..which we then drool over for quite a while and seems to forgot the cake (which Fio took the chance to finish it off). Drool some more upon knowing how much he has spent to dress her up! Then we were off to race againts the Rempiks.

Fio's new love. (distracted by my husband's round butt)

I was proud with myself when I didn't stop at all going up the KL Tower route after haven't been up there since last August! (On my way up, I didnt dare to look up at all...) I deserve another piece of that NY Cheese cake!

*mental note: must listen to Jass ,go and check d tailbone before the 'mayhem'. It starting to feel sore this time.

An 'F' for sure!

2008-10-14T10:37:00.005+08:00

do I have a manly name? do I?

*yeah, the ECC Melaka name list is out..

All I want for Deepavali is this...

2008-10-13T17:36:00.003+08:00

"Women’s HALF JACKET® (Asian Fit). Designed to compliment Asian facial anatomy in both fit and comfort. First dual-lens sunglasses with interchangeable lenses, this chameleon lets you adapt instantly to any light condition. When the sun fades or flares, switch to a new set of optional lenses and change your entire point of view. Or just enjoy the freedom to customize your look instantly.Accented with true metal icons, the lightweight O MATTER® frame includes UNOBTAINIUM® earsocks and grip anchors. The open-edge design extends your vertical field of vision, and each set of optional lenses retains the peripheral clarity of XYZ OPTICS®. That’s just one of the patented innovations that give HIGH DEFINITION OPTICS® (HDO®) its unbeatable performance."

Baby.. I don't mind getting an early birthday present..really don't mind it at all....

Sexcited.

2008-10-13T13:13:00.004+08:00

atilantun: smlm sexited giler dia citer
azea: aku kot yg hampeh on d event day...
azea: hoi..sexited..i like that
atilantun: yup sexcited!!
azea: hahah
azea: hahaha
atilantun: wrong spelling lak tuh
atilantun: ****
atilantun: tunggu
atilantun: aku basuh tgn
azea: hhahaha
azea: all that..sounds sooooo wrong!

*hahaha...owh atun...6 years in Japan now ur as kinky as the girls! i wonder why you have to wash your hands..hmm..

The Forbidden+Prohibited Questions are..

2008-10-10T14:27:00.005+08:00

..the BN-Qs ( 'Bila Nak' Questions.)

I always...i mean, ALWAYS cringe when people start their next conversation with a 'so..' because I know I would have to brace myself to fake a smile and come up with a polite answer (& stop myself from saying 'MYOB'(mind your own beeswax) ,'No comment' or 'Pass' or maybe 'next question please').

It has always been defaulted for a single working lady to be asked about when is she getting married. The famous question will be stalking her from mouth to mouth especially from her immediate family, demanding+busybody-never-wash-your-body-relatives and married friends. Where then she will fake a polite plastic smile and answer 'when the time is right / when I found my Mr.Right/ when I'm stable /Financially ready and etc. with hope the topic will die at that point but Nooooo..... then (with big bulging eyes & full of gold bracelets wrists waving franticly like wasping a big fly on your lap or shoulders) comes the predicted blow of advice about being an old maid for being too choosy, or difficulties to get conceived and yada yada yada. The victim (the single lady, not the big fly) will then wish+pray hard for the day when the haunting questions & unwanted advices will finally end... Diyana was obviously one of those victims who is currently i believe suffering with the 2nd phase of BN-Qs..I truly understand how you felt on that post! Please do not be surprised that these 'Bila Nak..' (BN) questions & 'Nanti Kalau Lambat..' (NKL) advices will never..NEVER stop haunting you until the day you die (unless you can still hear what others are talking about, you may still be haunted with BN-Qs & NKL-As in your grave) Here, let me list them all predicted+possible BN-Qs that you will be haunted and stalked with for the rest of your life....i'm not posting any of the NKL-As since there's too many of them.

It si pretty much obvious you are haunted starting after you have graduated or started working..

BN-Qs for the Single Ones: All starting with a 'so..'

bila nak kawin?
when is the happy date?
have you decided to change your single status?
bila nak tamatkan zaman bujang ni? (i can laugh to death if anyone ask me the exact Q)
are you srtaight? (seriously, they do have the nerve to ask this)

BN-Qs for the Newly Weds: All starting with a 'so..' (currently what I'm haunted with..*sigh)

is there a bun cooking in the oven yet?
kau dah ada isi belum?
dah berisi ke?
bila nak jadi mummy?
when can I be an uncle/auntie?
when are you planning to have a baby?
Are you/your husband fertile / futile? (ooh yes, they do ask this)

BN-Qs for the new Mum& Dad: All starting with a 'so..'

is there a 2nd bun cooking in the oven yet?
when is (your 1st child name) going to have a sister/brother?
how many years are you planning to gap your kids?
how many are you planning to have?
are you sure the baby is yours? (okay, I'm joking)

After the 2nd child, maybe you can then rest for a while from the BN-Qs & NKL-As until your kids are old enough to take exams, graduated or started working or married or having their 1st baby..for all these BN-Qs & NKL-As will come back to haunt you with a slight different new look. that is.. 'Bila Anak Kau Nak' Questions (BAKN-Qs ) & 'Nanti Kalau Anak Kau Lambat..' Advices (NKAKL-As)... *sigh*.. i told u so.

i wish i can say..'okay, aku dah malas layan kau dan soalan2 tak best kau dan nasihat2 tak glamer kau yang tak habis2 nak menunjuk apa yg kau ada or dah buat.aku nk pegi terjun bangunan kejap sebab dah tak tahan meluat lagi menyampah. ciao.' then show them this face.. oh how i wish...

Sometimes...

2008-10-08T12:50:00.004+08:00

...i feel like running away.
Because I'm a coward + a clueless dumb,
not being able to face the music & get the answer.
Because it feels like my heart is dangling on a super-thin string
soon to sway into the bottomless pit.
I can see the problem only from my peripherals
where it's only an endless guessing game.
I'm tired. Please make it stop. Please.

End of Raya Hols..here comes PIC '08!

2008-10-07T12:09:00.005+08:00

Yep, it was a long journey up & down south to north then north to south. Indeed worthy for I'm beginning to like the Raya style in kampung (as i expected). Thank you God, for a husband who has the stamina to drive (a car, okayy!!) long distance..fooh fooh! Raya in Kulim was a bit quiet this year since for the time I arrived on Friday, Nana was already in to KL for her SATs exam on Saturday morning. Boohoo. next year, she''ll be off to the States..*owh shedihnyaa! Another thing that is as sad was, I have no control at all over my non-stop eating spree during Raya. On the 1st day of Raya it self, I was repeatingly eating every 1-2hours. Tonnes of Ketupat, Kerepek and all sorts of gravy+rendang and no to forget, COOOOKKIIIEEESSS!! I guess, a month of resisting ur cravings and fasting turns u into a monster...a hungry one! haiih...Now I'm worried about my upcoming Perhentian I sland Challenge 2008 (Running+Swimming+Kayaking) in less than 2 weeks time. I'm nowhere near 'fit' at all..aside from being extra skinny..I don't think my muscle are as tough as they use to be.oh my...I am soooo dead! Teaming up with my darling Hannah as the Sunburns! We have come up with a training schedule (Morning Jogs and Night Swim)..lets see if we are discpline enough for this. Hey-HO!

Raya @ Kampung

2008-09-29T21:41:00.003+08:00

My very 1st time to celebrate Raya experiencing it at a kampung. It's A'an's grandmama's place in Batu Pahat (his parent's is right smack in the JB town area). Can't wait! Can't wait. Something about externally built toilet n bathroom and tall wooden houses excites me!

Beach Club-JB

2008-09-25T14:35:00.004+08:00

As of before the last weekend, I didnt know there's a Beach Club in JB as well...but i know that those 3guys in a band could perform Jason Mraz (Geek in Pink) pretty well! Hang out with A'in and Scanners posted in JB. (Terjo&Radzi). Then we went for BUBURRRRR!!!

Yeah,right! (eyes rolled)

2008-09-24T16:47:00.004+08:00

I saw this on my everyday route to work 2 days ago. Me and HULK don't know whether we should laugh or cry upon reading the sticker, because.............yeah..i'm always late for work..now you know why. Thanks to you, Mr.Akleh!

Jolie in the making

2008-09-22T16:12:00.004+08:00

How to be an Angelina Jolie:

Big, full lips
Big, full other parts of the body as well
Look like a Lara Croft with big guns and black braids.
Have a Brad Pitt for a hubby.
Adopt 3kids (a Cambodian, a Vietnamese & a Ethiopian)

Last week I had an allergy for something I still do not know what, which plump my lips triple the usual size! Criteria No.1 -Check! I'm definitely on my way becoming a Jolie. 4 more criterias to go...Hup! Hup!

Here's Ayzee taking advantage of my sexy situation.

Hannah is 25!

2008-09-16T13:18:00.004+08:00

I'm such a loser! This event happened waaayyy back months before. I have just uploaded d pictures n videos on my bucket!
Hannah darling...I'm sooo sooo sorry for the make-up drama i did to get u to meet us at Izzi. U damn well know i'm not that stupid to let myself into such 'mess'. hahaha...anyway,..from the way u were concerned, n the way u were mad upon realizing that i made them all up for the sprise party..It was obvious that u LOOOOOOVVVEEEE me! I love u too,huns buns!

I;ve wished u before but..m wishing u again in d blog...for a Fantastic 25 of age! it has been a wonderful quarter..Hugs Hugs!Here 's more of the promised pics!

*Hannah's Slurrrpp-rise Partay @ Izzi

Off all updates, why a Meme?

2008-09-03T12:44:00.004+08:00

Oh well..i'm bored with work, taking a break..here's a Meme i took from Angela's. Here we go..(brace ur seat, Mr.HULK!)

1. He’s sitting in front of the TV, what is on the screen?
Rugby / Soccer / anything from AXN

2. You’re out to eat; what kind of dressing does he get on his salad?
Not a salad guy..to him greens are poisonous.

3. What’s one food he doesn’t like?
anything to do with 'LADNA'. look like a vomit to him.

4. You go out to the bar. What does he order?
sprite! yeah..no kidding.

5. Where did he go to high school?
STAR 1 & Ngee Heng

6. What size shoe does he wear?
9 i guess..

7. If he was to collect anything, what would it be?
he's a true keeper, from wedding souvenirs, car & bike parts

8. What is his favorite type of sandwich?
anything with lotsa cheese n scrap the greens

9. What would this person eat every day if he could?
jemput2, banana fritters, apam balik.

10. What is his favourite cereal?
prefers nasik lemak or roti canai better.

11. What would he never wear?
erm..my bra? or a beauty corset? or a tampon?

12. What is his favourite sports team?
Soccer-AC Milan, Rugby-South Africa (gorgeous!)

13. Who will he vote for?
me? Hmm..Niz Aziz. :p

14. Who is his best friend?
according to him: Me, his JB friends (u know who u are), the Ototo Imoto's.

15. What is something you do that he wishes you wouldn’t do?
the "I told u so" look.

16. How many cities/countries has he lived in?
Malaysia only

17. What is his heritage?
okay..here goes : Javanese+Melaka Baba Nyoya

18. You bake him a cake for his birthday; what kind of cake?
Cheese cake with tons of choc chips and crushed oreo cookies for crumbles.

19. Did he play sports in high school?
Softball,Skateboarding,Rugby,Soccer,Wall climbing..

20. What could he spend hours doing?
looking at me? hehe..no lah he'll be watching ESPN, computer games (laptop/PS/Wii), gearing up his Sophea(MTB), SLEEEEEPPPP.....!

Haihh...it's 6 more hours to chow time...i'm truly famished i can eat a cow. oowwwh fasting month.oowwhh...dear. I want parpu teloqqq!!!

Next ring is the suffe'ring'... ahaks!

2008-08-06T16:07:00.002+08:00

Sneak peek...
more of these soon..soon...soon..

Walimatul Urus....I'm Getting married!!!

2008-07-29T11:34:00.004+08:00

It almost 6 am in Vigo, Spain...life has been hectic with work n wedding prep..and I'm going back for my wedding , touchdown on the 1st of aug. wedding on 2nd. Wish me luck guys! Pls come to d wedding!
Daa

muka-buku

2008-06-15T05:09:00.002+08:00

God! this facebook & its zillion applications is killing ME!!!!! Arghh.

need something new..

2008-06-11T12:47:00.002+08:00

I think i should freshen up this blog a bit..hmm.. might be too ambitious looking at my current day2day routine...it has been a while since I blog at home..*sigh*
you are damn right jass...sleep has become a luxury thing now.. one of the things i cant afford lately...help!

UPDATE: Yes people, I'm still alive & kickin'...

2008-06-05T19:11:00.005+08:00

I miss you dearest blog...please forgive me for this haste post...
What has been happening lately...

Confirmed, Promoted with an Increment! (hahah..about time)
Engaged!! (To one of my bf. hehe..guess who)- Here's a pic...
Was in Bangkok for a biennial Tuna Conference (the tiger shows, massage, mani-padi..u name it)-pics soon..
Next biz trip- Paris, Madrid (again) and the Azores Island.(okay you fridge magnet freaks, you'll get what u want.)
Havent been cycling for quite a while now..but surprisingly I am neither loosing or gaining weight. (Thank God! but I miss my baby- the Bike)

Okay..back to work now...gotta do more to get more Gs..hup! hup! Later gators.

si budak gemuk kurus : tekan itu tempo

2008-05-15T18:58:00.005+08:00

one of my fave clips. i'll be goofy-laughing each time at the part where the hotdog guy squirting mustard around! if you dont think so, i have to say ur abnormal. go and get a shrink.u might be a sad-depressed-workaholic. heh. anyhu, now the song reminds me a lot of charlie's angels..(cool soundtracks..love the barracuda & turning Japanese!!)

Dance! Dance! Dance away....!!

2008-05-09T14:20:00.003+08:00

Soooo into dance music now.
yah yah..dance dance!

<---lil' lioness cub gettin' jiggy with the mop!

YEAY..!!...postponed due to unevitable reasons!!!!

2008-05-09T13:51:00.001+08:00

(enuff said)

wokeh! let's plan for the weekend!!

The never ending traveling..

2008-05-07T19:00:00.003+08:00

Just when i thought I could sit down and relax..maybe clear all my post drafts...I was instructed to travel again.. to Azores Island in Portugal, Madrid and Paris for the whole 2 weeks!!! then to KL for a week..and off to Bangkok for another week! I really dont have to unpack at all..rite?

Ototo Imotos'..we did it!!!

2008-04-29T02:19:00.026+08:00

..to the Queen's We Will Rock You Musical in Singapore!!
Flew from Heathrow,London straight to KLIA and get on the car to JB..
Happy Birthday,Uesman...from all of us, the OIs..!! muah2!!
Flashbacks..

A BIG YEAY!!!

Behind the scene of the loonie-goonies (setting the timer off..set it for a 5sec /10 shots)

and running...

more running... (and some flying it seems..)

finally made it..

and the fat-ass-chic made it!!! yeayy- uesman running from the side..

and there he is...(with his flying queen rock kick)

and his super-rock landing..

ofey- queen in the making. uesman..somewhere out of the scene.running.again.

he finnally made it in.

finally tired of running around..

then went for some wafer ice cream...guess i bought from who..

some loonies with weird fetish for ice creams & motorbikes.

then..someone was hungry..guess who. the black walrus!!

cute name eh..turned on yet?
..all the traveling (15hours flight from london-kl,5hours drive from kl-jb and finally the 4hours back from jb-kl) n jumping at the esplanade..cost me my Monday...totally flat out like a dead-starfish! (err..i have no idea how an alive one look like)
and guess what...cant wait for another trip like this one again!!! weeee!!

Brussels...with love love love

2008-04-24T16:00:00.004+08:00

Guess what!

2008-04-11T07:32:00.003+08:00

I'm now using the concierge's PC at the Marriot Amsterdam Hotel. Guess what, my room has a high tech tv with all kinds of channels (its amsterdam so u can guess what's in it..hahah) but then..my laptop could not access the internet...wtf!! argg...now i look like one of the hotel's personnel. (it's 1.35am in the morning and i'm wearing my frog-princess pyjama pants. i better go before any of the customers here start asking me for directions. I might tarnish the hotel's reputation with what m wearing now.(what ever that's left lah.hahah) nite2..hugs!!

ps: the weed here is...superbbbbbbbb...n i miss u guys in msia...hugssss

More Love from Spain..

2008-04-07T00:55:00.009+08:00

From Europe with Love, Love and more Love!!

2008-04-06T00:42:00.001+08:00

Here are some pics. will elaborate later...3rounds around Vigo, now i'm totally flat-out :) -click on the pics for a larger view..

Lisbon. Portugal...totally magnificent!!!

Delayed transit to Vigo from Madrid....*sigh..

Finally, in Vigo...perfect weather!!!

okay...it's 12++ am now..lator gators!!! HUGGZZZZ

Jet lag in Lisbon

2008-04-04T05:36:00.002+08:00

It's 10.30pm here in Lisbon = 5.45am in M'sia... GOD! I'm soooo damn sleepy. But I have to complete this chart of tuna price list! the 12hrs flight to amsterdam was tiring...the transit of 7hours for our flight to Lisbon was another thing...grrhhhh. The day after tomorrow, I'll be flying off to Madrid then Vigo,Spain. Then after 3-4 nights, back o amsterdam for another 2 nights...u thinking what i'm thingking?? jamaican hash brownies..hahhahahhhaha
I miss msia already...*sigh*

Europe, here i come!!

2008-03-31T01:32:00.001+08:00

People..I´m off to Europe in 3 days time!!! Not for vacation , off course...Its a bad news from the boss...(and so he says)..where in europe??

Amsterdam
Lisbon
Madrid
Vigo
Madrid (again)
Amsterdam (again)

All n all...i´ll be back by ....never.

hihii...maybe on the 12th. depending on the invitations by our clients..
wish me luck!! since it would be freakin cold there..from the last pinch of winter season in europe....

guess what. i miss malaysia already.

My 1st Putrajaya Night Ride.

2008-03-19T13:43:00.006+08:00

Date : 13 March 08
Peeps : Me, A'an, Syaz, Hafiz, Lyn & Zul
Distance : 8 km (hahahha..pathetic me)
Max speed : 42 km/h

Me & A'an were late. The rest went on without us at 8.30pm and we arrived at 10pm!! Hafiz is a true roadie now with his new Scott (new airbrush,mind u) and shiny-tights roadie attire and i remembered he told me once Offroad will always be No.1..(yeah,rite..-mentally eyes rolling) Syaz was fussing about her tired-sweaty look which i think she looks perfectly gorgeous as usual. So me & A'an went on racing and challenged each other for the stairs. God, i need a new fork! I love the fact that there was no traffic & ugly-trapping road holes to worry about. How i wish we were there earlier..*sigh*

Jimmy's gayish payback..haha

2008-03-19T09:24:00.004+08:00

My Ick point was when Ben cups Jimmy's boobies and confessing it's bigger than Sarah's! Hahaha. What a payback.

Oh, n if you're STILL wondering, it's a payback to this.. The Sarah f@ckin' Matt Damon song

How smart do u think u are?

2008-03-18T18:11:00.004+08:00

Let's test our dusty-rusty IQ for a bit here....

If you're soooo smart...guess these!

IMAGE #1 (u have 5 seconds)

Got it? Okay,u may proceed to the next image...

IMAGE #2 (u can have all the time in the world for all i care)

Keh! Keh! Keh!

I’m a klutz!

2008-03-17T09:27:00.001+08:00

Sya~sya toppled off from my desk this morning and there was a loud crash.I blame my super long prada document bag strap for that!! Arrrggghhh!!!And now…my baby has a scar. but darn! she’s barely 3months old!!

Yeah...I’m a klutz,indeed!

Congratulations, Nana-munchkin!!!

2008-03-15T16:11:00.000+08:00

Liyaness…. (Liyana+lioness)!!
Congratulations for your 8A’s for SPM!!! I’m so proud of u, my dearest lazy bum sist…I guess all the sleeping & drooling over Wentworth Miller really works huh? I truly believe this will take u higher and higher in life (no weeds/bongs involved) I wish you great success wrapped around with my warm, gooey smooches+ hugs and all the love in the world for you!! 100x yippies for Liyaness!!!

Hey,kidha...u wonna get jiggy??

2008-03-13T18:16:00.004+08:00

alexis@the gardens.

foundings:

My mocktail (baby-love: mix of pineapple juice & coconut) looks like a tall glass of baby's puke.taste like one too. (for photographic reasons, i have to pose as if i'm enjoying it)
U won't need to spike Diana's drink to switch on her laughing-box.
Jass is super hopeless in finding his way around kl..including carparks!

Thanks!

Dude..u need help la dude..!

2008-03-11T16:35:00.004+08:00

Fahmy : …… …… …. ….

Azea : .. .. ….. …

(Absolute silence, background- roaring engine of Fahmy’s car going 160kmph)

Jass : Ha?! Ha? Who said porn?? I heard porn.

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!!

Misai,baby? is that u?

2008-03-10T09:09:00.002+08:00

How the hell did our baby Misai get there???!!

Sat Mar 8, 1:22 AM ET

CLEVELAND - A scrawny, black and white female kitten has apparently survived a trip across the Pacific Ocean and North America inside a shipping crate. Cleveland Animal Protective League Executive Director Sharon Harvey says a Cleveland company that received the crate of spooled steel coil Friday found the kitten inside one the spools.

This is our actual baby Misai... a male. I miss u babe!! Miss having you on the keyboard seeking for attention from us who were too busy Counter Striking! Miss looking at you staring out the window and wagging your tail excitedly at the jumping & screaming kids from the nursery next door. Long for the hide & seek games..
haiya..must go see you la in one of these days...must.must.
Ampang CS peeps, (Ofey,Wawa,A'an & Man) jom??

What would you do for love..

2008-03-09T10:30:00.002+08:00

I'm going only 30% lovey-dovey here..wouldn't want any readers to barf half way through reading this post (if, there's any readers to begin with, lah kan) I'm blaming Suresh on his post about Love ..I'm impressed that he even quoted Socrates!! hahah, Sue dear..didnt know ur such a soft-hearted love-drunk baby!

For me, Love is very simple. Before I explain why, let me tell you the pathetic bibliography of my so called love life. I've been in 3 serious relationships before. I am not proud to say that it was I who ended all 3. I'm the loser for not having the patience and toleration. ( I'm not sure if that was all I'm lacking) But I know, it was a good call for both sides to end it once and for all.. My 1st love lasted for 3 years while 2nd lasted for 4 fat years. The 3rd lasted for almost 2 years. Still friends and keeping touch,mind u. I am now in my 4th relationship which I hope is the last, soon reaching it's 5th year anniversary :) wippieyy. All these, however did not qualify me to be a Love~Doctor. yet.hahah (ambitious) but still, (feel free to correct me if I'm wrong)I believe i have the general idea on how to nurture a relationship.

Treat your partner as how u wanted to be treated. Eg 1: Having an affair/fling. Can you stand it if he's doing the same? what would you feel then? Eg 2: Do you like to be cuddled? Or getting surprises? Instead of expecting him/her to cuddle you or giving you the surprises, cuddle your partner as much as you wanted to be cuddled and give lovely surprises at least expected. Eg 3: Before you start lying to him/her, ask yourself could you take if he/she is lying to you? Don't make make him/her jealous if you don't like to be jealous, don't hurt him/her if you yourself don't like to be hurt. That is how sometimes Loyalty is earned...
Forgiving is one of the hardest thing to do but before you decide to give him/her a cold shove, imagine if it was u in the other end and ask yourself do u deserve to be forgiven?
Love & appreciate each other like there's no tomorrow. This might sound too cheesy but, imagine if one of you had an accident and died tomorrow (touchwood!) The sore of regret would be too much to handle.Try and watch this movie If Only by Jennifer Love Hewitt and you'll understand what i mean.I never cried for movies but I almost did for this one. In Cloverfield, they were extremely lucky to find each other and in the end die together while saying their I-love-you's. EXTREMELY lucky! (eyes-rolling kind of luck).why can't it be like this?- He: I love you babe. She: Err..I love you too but i think I'm in love with someone else now. (Kaboooommmm!!!! Both died) damn, that would be cool! Back to the subject. This is to justify why you should never hold back what you feel towards each other until it's too late.
Patience is virtue and so is Tolerance...there's a limit to it but you wont regret if you use them as much as possible. You wont see the outcome there and then but in given time and day, you will earn your gold. Eg: Before shouting at him/her try and stay calm and resolve it nicely. I have to admit that it's an ultimate relief to shout but the truth is shouting would only make it worse where the shouting contest would start then comes the throwing stuff at each other and finally the violence (beating etc) then finally the crying.It would be too late then for the wound would be too deep to heal.
NEVER go for looks! unless you have a mind-reading ability, your 1st impression might change once you get to know a person. At that point of time you will only realize that he/she has a great personality and that what makes him/her irresistible! Never ever expect to get a partner who resembles your fave celebrity.Looks will fade, teeth & hair will fall, boobs will sag and skin will wrinkle.and there you go..a crumpled,knee-shaking partner for life! If it's personality that you're succumb to, trust me, it's an eternal charm which will definitely last longer than looks.

There are more in regards to nurturing love but these are the things I actually applied in life but sometimes forgot to do so for love.This post would be a reminder for me too keep this essentials as my principles in both love & life from now on..

God, I'm soo super cheesy this time and the blame is on you, Suresh !!. Let's go barf now! Bbbbwwwweerrrkkkhh!!!

2 Naughty Jakarta Monkeys!

2008-03-05T13:26:00.010+08:00

Victor(white sweater), Tesna(Green striped) & Dion (goofy face with blue sweater..haha)

This is Indra & Ayu (from SCAN Jakarta)

Indera (Most left) Ayu(front) -Family Randevous'08 @ Damai Laut.

L-R: Indera,Victor, Ayu, ABE :)

Indra:Hi,may i speak to Miss Azi? Are u still interested to work with us in Jakarta?(Indo accent)
Me: Yes, what?? (Wondering when d hell did i applied for a job in Jakarta..)
Indra: (i made him repeat himself a few times)
Me: For what post am i offered now,again?
Indra: Err..whispering- finance ya? Ooo..ya, Finance..finance.
Me: Owh, no then. I'm not qualified for..wait. Is this Indra?
Indra: Ahahahah
Ayu: Hey Azi...kenal tak siapa ni...
Me: Monyet!!!! Ni ayu n indra ya...jahattttt....
Ayu: Kenapa nama kami tak ada dlm farewell post azi??
Hazim: Wei, kitorg tgh tgk blog ko nih...aku balik Msia minggu ni..
Me: Ciskek!! Siap korang.

Here is a tribute to my fellow friends in Jakarta (some has left SCAN,but still..u guys are a great bunch of people i would cherish for life) they were a wonderful hosts & hostess when we went for the Jakarta-Bandung trip 2005..Dion,Tesna & Victor, thank you for the crazy night around Jakarta! Ayu,Indera & Victor..u guys were great & fun during our Family Randevous'08 in damai Laut! Total sport! Hope too see you guys again next time..do keep in touch ya!! HUGGGSSSS!!!

Damn..this is extremely hard...

2008-02-29T15:08:00.036+08:00

It's my last day at SCAN today...God,this is hard...

Guys..I’m gonna do this one by one..
This is not easy for i have tried to crack by brain for the most accurate word to xpress how i feel towards what you have made me feel since the day you invited me for delivery Pizza at embassy..

I’m gonna star with our Ketua Puak / Samseng Miri
Wynn, 1st aku masuk scan..ko mcm sgt2 reserve..
Ko mcm ade your own world n friends and ko sgt2 memilig org utk be a part of it..
Ade ala2 taiko aa..1st buat aku takut bile ko marah aku panggil ko ‘akak’ wyn...hahahhaha..ko ingat x semua org gelakkan ko sebab aku panggil ko camtu..
Aku mane nk tau weiii...sorry ekk..tu dosa 1st aku kot dgn ko..antara signs yg buat aku rasa di accept oleh ko..is bile ko 1st sms aku pasal gaji dah masuk..ko x tau betapa happy nye aku..wooh..then bile dah start berconference..baru la tau ko cemane orgnye,,hihi
Then lama2...aku x sedar cemane leh rapat..boleh citer mcm2 dgn ko..n leh jadi tempat rujukan jugak..pasal budget la..itu ini..tapi yg paling hebat.. IKEA!!
Aku kalo pegi IKEA, tgk plastic IKEA or even belek2 catalog IKEA..sure tbyg muke ko..(comot makan nasik...kene baju sane sini..hahaha)
Aku xle lupe ko punye gelak trademark –(ngeh ngeh ngeh). Paling comel..bile ko start citer pasal anak buah ko..ko suke cerite sambil gelak2 skali smpai kadang2 tu aku x paham ape ko citer tp aku gelak jugak sebab ko sgt comel dlm keadaan tu..seriussss.
Ko pun tau kan..aku kalo duduk sebelah ko..mesti tanpa aku sendiri sedari kepala aku akan terlentok kat bahu ko..sgt warm n comfy..aku tau ko rimas..tp aku dah suke..lantak la..hahha
Xle lupe kek-kek lapis ko yg giler la punye colourful tahap boleh sakit buah pinggang...yg pasti..aku sgt suke n sgt2 SEDAPPPPP!!!! Dan yg paling terharu..ko sure bawak balik bagi kitorg..even ade sikit je pun..
Wynn..aku sgt2 bersyukur dpt jadi kwn ko...be apart of your world..i know thank you is too simple..but..what else can i say but..To-che..taiko!!!

Next is, my Big sister who is no bigger than myself...Miss Thelagawaty.
Dilla, 1st time aku jumpe ko kat embassy aku leh ingat lagik...sebijik2 clear..Shazmi intro kan kite..ko dtg embassy jap ade ape ntah..pakai top warne oren n skirt labuh hitam..
Time tu nk kata ko sombong pun ade gak..coz ko mcm bz..’hi-hi’ dgn aku camtu je..but then impression aku btukar terus bile few days after that je ko ajak aku gi HRC dgn zal..start dari tu aku dah tau byk persamaan jugak dgn ko..suke live bands, joget2..(hahhaa..bukan zapin wei)..and all those jazz.. selalu kalo aku gi clubs dgn my own friends..aku x rasa as comfortable mcm dgn ko..lagi best..lagi gile2..(x seteruk kwn aku didi kat sugar tuh..itu tahap makan pill punye gile..hihi)
Ko sgt2 caring and sgt2 protective..ko akan backup kepentingan kawan2 ko no matter what..and ko sgt peka about your friends..ko tau ape diorg suke n x suke..jenis cemane etc..it’s one of the qualities in you yg aku paling kagum. You always look out for others..jaga baiiikkkk punye..ko x penah berkire..ko sgt2 open i can tell u anything at anytime n u’ll always be there to help. Aku rase mcm nk peluk ko skang kuat2 smpai remuk tulang2 ko..geram. tolong pindah la..bagi katil la..blanje mkn la..(aku hutang but ko x bagi aku bayar balik..best woo)
Travel dgn ko mmg best..mcm2 mende gile kite buat..trip indon & thai..kalo list down mmg berjela ni beb..letih ko bace n penat aku nk menaip..hihi..but in a nutshell..ur a companion, a friend and most of all..a true sister any girl could ever wish for..aku letak aku status sedih..ko sure antara yg 1st tanye knape..n what u can do to help..terharu woo
Not to forget..ko selalu gak jadi org antara aku n aan kalo gaduh...siap nasihat2 a’an lagik..suke betul aku..hihihi
Babe..nanti ape2 ko susah ke sedih ke ape..ingat tau..i’ll always be there for you..like how u always b there for me..call aje ok? Ko tau kan aku jenis susah nk nangis..tp ko antara org yg boleh buat aku nk nangis bile aku tgk/ dgr ko nangis jek...serius. that is how close u are to me.
Aku rasa legak jugak umah kite tak jauh..boleh aku slalu jumpe ko lagi..kalo aku kene gi oversea..mau aku sedih gak n ink berjauh dr ko.. thank you luv...for semua2 yg penah terjadi..aku syg ko beb..sgt2.

The Big G...my Big bruddah’ from the hooooood
Ganesh, but i always call you Gg. So, okay..Gg,u were one of those who gave me a warm welcome to scan..ajak join mkn Pizza delivery at embassy.you and your ‘word for today’ ym status..everyday without miss aku akan tanye ko..i really do like talking to you..just sadly, lately masing2 dah busy..org dah jadik boss kan..hihi
I’m not the kind of person who likes to be hug by men other than my relatives...but somehow, i like it when u hug me from the side..rasa brotherly love sgt..mcm you are looking out for me. I like your style of consultation to the problems i laid out to you..like what friends should do..u will always tell me the truth no matter if it hurts..talk me back to my senses..u will tell me if i look fat that day, or too skinny or even my brassier colour was too obvious J i will definitely miss having u around ..no one could ever replace you,bro! ever! Thank you Bro..thank you..

**Notice that it’s getting shorter ? dah penat menaip n running out of words.. *peh *peh

Hazim -abg peterpan/ suria/terjo and byk lagi..
Seronok wo dpt kawan mcm korang..Hazim..aku suke hang out dgn ko..ko sgt outgoing and jenis x reti malu..mcm aku jugak..hahhaha. perangai giler2 ko yg sgt menarik..ko sgt2 helpful..ckp aje nk ape ko sure ok..ko bagi tumpang tdo bwh meja ko..provide aku laptop nk layan muvi bwh meja ko..hahahah..ingat x? A’an sgt suka kalo ko ade..n i really2 like it when u both are hanging out..mcm adik bradik.. (bukan factor kulit je..)hihi..aku xle lupe cara korang dua menari mcm budak cacat ala2 beruk kat club kat Bangkok..hahahaha..i wish i record that and attached it here..
Babe..aku syg ko jugak..tunggu aku amik lessen diving ok? Tunggu tau..nanti kite dive sama2, cari nemo utk niza.. hugs,bro!!! thank you...

Pokley-abg Mnasir..
Pokley..ko memule sombong dgn aku..susah sgt nk dengar suara ko..mcm ko simpan data2 scan dlm mulut ko..gile la secured. Hihi..lama gak nk tunggu ko open up dgn aku..then dah start melawak2..gi karoke sama2..then aku tau ko ade suara rock..ala2 Mnasir teran2 gitu..sampai pecah2 suara..hahahha
Aku suke usik ko..sebab bile ko senyum n acah2 nk pukul aku tuh..ko sgt2 comel.ko byk tlg aku..and aku sgt2 appreciate semua tu..thank you bro..nanti next kroke ajak kau tau..aku dr kl setral terus turun amp park..hihi

Abg’92...
Abang..memule dulu ko sgt2 pemalu..usik ko pun ko senyum nk x nak aje..aku ingat ko bisu/pekak..rupenye ko pemalu..hihi..ko slalu ym dgn aku..and from there baru aku tau ko cemane..aku suka debate dgn ko..and aku tau ..ko pun suke tanye2 itu ini..aku suke usik ko n sebab nk dengar ko ckp ‘HAMPEH’ then acah2 nk pukul aku..hahahah..ko byk tolong aku di kala kesempitan..tersepit terkepit etc..thank you ye abg...aku bukan kacang lupekan kulit woo..xde kulit sejuk la..x best.hihi..aku tau ko suke roxxette..bryn adams and Richard marks..favourite aku gak..tp susah beul nk dgr ko nyanyi..dah akhir2 baru la ko berani nk melalak..suke aku.hahahha...wahai abg..thank you utk selama ni..sgt2 dihargai n i wont forget it..

Nazrul-Nazgul-TRex
Nazzy..ko sgt2 garang la dulu..suke lawak2 lucah woo..buat aku takut..lepas ko kawen dah kurang skit aa..tp still ade unsur2 tuh..hahha..ko mmg garang n pedas..tp ko akan tolong gak even ko membebel..hihihi..thank you ya bro for everything..all the help n assistance..byk mende aku suke tanye dgn ko..n mostly ko byk membantu..thank you beb..thank you..btw, anis tu comeii aa..geram aku! Jgn lupe aku ok...salam to kak ros

Abg Zal..Abg Jali/ Abg Feminin/ Abg Sehati berdansa etc..
Bro...Thank you very much for being such a fantastic brother..sorry ya lawak2 kasar aku..aku suke usik org2 comel ni...mcm ko..geram.rasa nk cubit2 picit ko buat air fresherner gantung kat cermin keta..hahha..bro, keep in touch ya..aku suke lepak dgn ko..leh sembang mcm2..lawak kotor, lawak bersih..lawak x bersih sgt..itu ini..gossip2...citer hal2 opis..mmg mcm sembang dgn abang plak aku rase..ko cool..best. again..tq ya for making me feel this way...hugs!

Mama MAwi/ Mak Kutu
Kak Zue...thank you for being a good sist..ur style sgt soft n warm..bukan style ape..style jadi kakak le..baikkk n lemah lembut aje..thank you ya for everything...hugs hugs

Sammy& kak Ida
Sammy & Kak Ida..korang dua la yg beriya ajak aku join mkn delivery Pizza kat embassy dulu..aku dah blurr x tau nk mkn mane n dgn sape..korang dua sgt2 warm to new staff..x sombong n sampai skang..your treatment x berubah...aku sgt2 syg kat korang..Sam, aku mintak tlg ko ape pun, ko x penah tolak..thank you ya dear... Kak Ida, azea paling terharu bile kak ida bagi azea bday gift..azea suke bgossip dgn kak ida..sgt semnagat n best woo..thank uyou kak ida..for everything ya..azea sgt2 terharu dpt keje skali under d same company with u both...heaven sent!

Idzzy wizzy
Idzwan...thank you beb for being a good friend..memule kenal aku ingat ko ni mmg jenis tau senyum aje..rupenye mmg betul..muka tensen pun ko senyum..hahahahha..lagi lama kenal..ko lagi best..n ko sgt relax..i adore how u work,..keep in touch ya bro..and once again..congratulations dah jadi laki orang..hihi

David & Wes..the taiko brothers
Thank you bro’...you guys are wonderful..i truly adore the way u guys gossip with wyn...hahahah...the atmosphere will suddenly becomes very2 hot! anyway...u guys are truly great friends and i could never love u more..hugs hugs

Si bontot gebu..partner tapak sulaiman
Azhar, walau pun slalu gaduh n majuk dgn aku...aku tau kite akan still berkawan..semua tu buat kita lebih kenal hati budi masing2 kan? Thansk for everything beb...tunjuk ajar n nasihat...nanti jemput aku gi umah tgk baby ye...

Shazzy Ur; a wonderful boss any staff could ever imagine..your patience and guidance was fantastic..I’m glad you took me in to this wonderful company..so i guess..this was all started from u..thank you bro..no i wont say the things u wanted me to say (i’m not that full on vengeance lah)..haha..out of the office..you’re a wonderful+super+fantastic friend n brother..ur hunger for gossips would always amazes me..hihih..ko gemuk ke..kurus ke...aku syg ko jugak...even ko tinggal kan aku dulu..hugs hugs!

Last but not least...my
Lalink..
Lalink..i cant write long for as i’m typing this, you are waiting for me to go out for lunch..hihi. Babe..from day 1, i always adore u like a sister of my own..kdg2 mother like..marah2 aku..tapi manje2 la bukan garang..hihi..we’ve been tru a lot.. and thank you will never be enough..i wish i could hug u n never letgo..i wish we would still be working together or at least nearer...semoge dpt ye Khazanah..dekat skit nk jumpe nanti...kita semua gather at klcc!! I love you dearly and will always keep in touch..

Dear all..please do keep in touch..how i wish i could take u all to my new company so i wont have to suffer from missing all of u..huk huk....
Must go out for lunch now..u all are waiting 4 me hihi..

To vote or not to vote is the question...

2008-02-28T17:13:00.004+08:00

Election day is near, have i registered myself? will i vote? vote for what? or shall i say,who? things to consider before i vote (IF...i ever vote, to begin with)

who deserve my vote?
should there be changes in the status quo?
is there a need in these changes?
how assured and ready will I be for the future changes & the effects?
will i be apart of these changes or just a dormant observer? (like now. can't help it. the carefree feelin' is oh soooo goood)
what are my special interest in each party and which party has the most? (face it, nowadays it's all about special interest)

To those who will vote, i salute your sense of responsibility as a citizen. and to thos who didnt, i salute your sense of anti-patriotism (there's another accurate term for this but iI cant recall what it is).Okay, enough about these self-asking questions i dont even give sh*t about.. enjoy this.. (funny how he did the multiple voices..)

Ayo~yo..Amma~ Appa...!!

2008-02-27T15:30:00.008+08:00

With the Kolum of Love.. (Minachi & Sivaji the Boss)

Aiyooh tanggachi...yinnadeyy...
It was Ganesh's brother's wedding reception in Putrajaya last Sunday.
Only me& A'an, Niza&Kawi made it there that night.Both me & Niza were were all dolled up wearing sari to blend in the event.

With the brides

It was quite a failure actually because the moment we entered the hall,as i was looking out for Ganesh among the crowd,it was too obvious not to notice the sudden head turns and whispering. Gee, we were that bad,huh? (like i care) We had the same treatment from peaople at Brickfields as we went out of the Indian Bridal shop (Yeah, there's no way I could ever wear the sari on my own) So anyway, since I spent RM30 for sari wrapping service (is that how u call it? wrapping?) we girls were determined to pose for pictures as much as we possibly could. Then we will have the feeling that the spending was worth it. :)

The MIB's, L-R: Letchumi, Ganesh & Minachi

I must say that Ganesh was extra handsome that night..was it the clean shave? the effect of contact lenses? or the black kurta? He was a wonderful warm host for the night and we could never adore him more..plus, the indian food was....

super-YUMMY!! (extra spicy with a kick in the butt kinda yummy)
how i wish i could get more of that pistachios kulfi ice cream..
Now I'm looking forward to your own wedding, Gg! and definitely getting another set of sari specially for the event!

WoW wEEEEEeeeeeeeeeee

2008-02-27T11:08:00.002+08:00

im so sorry it's about promoting in today's post..

Your Every'thang!!

its not a blog that u need to read like others' (no offense)

if u'r a guy, get this 4 ur girlfren
if u'r a lady, get this 4 urself
if u'r a single man, u can get this 4 ur sister...or mom? (why not??!)

if u view the page,
THANX A LOT. =)

Miss the rush..

2008-02-22T17:45:00.004+08:00

It has been a while since my last ride.

Tomorrow...it's a must!!!
The hell with the mounting laundry, the cake of dust and the dirty+foul smelly car..pheww.
My bike needs me :) badly.
Ooohh..baby, baby luv...

(nope, that's not my arse & not my bike either..but how i wish it's mine [the bike, i mean] ..hehe)

Imagine if she's your gf...

2008-02-22T14:55:00.002+08:00

Funny Matt D. Hahaha